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Saturday, June 25, 2011 @ 3:14 pm
for unknown reason, i'm having this dream... i wanna debut as an artist.. (like idols) yah.. in korea.. this may sound stupid to some of you guys... i don't look super pretty, i can't dance like some super star, i can't sing very nice either. but i don't know.. i have this desire to, you know, get on stage, perform for people... stupid it may sound.... and, what's above all, i doubt my parents are ever going to allow me that...

finally, i've let it out.... i've been wanting to let this out for soooooooo freaking long.... (phew~)
and yes, i do understand all the trouble and pain and stuffs a just debut artist need to do, not to even mention the period of training...

but, if i really want, i will need to first of all, learn the language... and looking at my age, i will be graduating poly (I WILL!!) at the age of 20... THEN, if i did go to korea, then the training might take up to a year or two, which then i will be around 22... okay, 23 in korea... wahh.. which means i will most likely be the older one in the group?? LOL! think too much.. but yah, wanting to debut as a artist is a wannabe of mine... and, KPOP might be coming up right now... but i'm 18, and 22 will be like in 4 years time.. a lot can happen in 4 years.. maybe kpop will stop raising? and music industries will not be that good? i mean, i still need to have something for a living right?

well, that was just one of the wannabe i have. another will be a psychologist... well, that's a dream that i always had since (i don't know when)...
some of you guys will say it's more pratical, more do-able..

but seriously, i want to try something, taking into consideration that i'm still young... i know the job as an artist doesn't stay long... but, i just wanna try it... taking that i'm gonna live till 80, stop working at 50 ++ maybe 60? then 20 will be just 1/4 of my life... i don't mind spending another 1/4 trying out one of my dream.. at least i will be proud enough to say, i chased after my dream. it's not just some empty dream of mine.... maybe after poly... i'll seriously consider this and talk about it with my parents?? for now, let's just concentrate on studies.....


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