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Thursday, August 30, 2007 @ 2:58 pm
hais..

ytd got my report slip..

fail 2 subj.... history and lit.

and none of them is i want to take der... but not saying that fail also can lah..

will try my very hard to pass this 2 subj. but won't mind them so much as other subj. I AM NOT NEGLECTING THESE 2 SUBJ HOR..

will work hard der... for band... and for the promise that i made to mdm chung and mdm yap... will jia you der..

today is cross country.. lol walk for the whole thing.. hehe

ermm then went to JP with ahyi, li hui, fong may, nic, eugene, baby lotion, melvin, kilin, kaijun etc... got too many ppl lah.. hehe

then nth much lah..

12 went back home...PM i mean.. not AM.. lol

fri is teachers' day..

going back to rulang and look at teachers... hehe

maybe going to watch movie also.. hehe

okay lah.. dun crap so much...my bro want to use com ler.. hehe.. okay lah..

see you guys then... =p

ja~

gambatte ne minna!!


xinhui~^_^V

Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @ 11:14 am
back from band..

i suddenly miss those day that i am in primary sch... just thinking about wad to do tmrr, or wad so ever...

not like nw, hv to consider alot of things... do this correct/wrong.. brains start to be corrupted

ALL THX TO SOME FRIENDS LIKE KAI AND ONEE-CHAN...

lol

jk lah..

although mind got corrupted, but still very fun hving friends around, chit-chating..

i really enjoy the friendship that was given to me..

and i am glad that, some friends did not pang seh me alone, to fight off all the tough battles that is coming

and i am not going to PS my friends too

coz the feelings really very... very bad..

i dun like...

and i dun wan other ppl to feel like that too.. lol

feel like a mama to all my friends sia.. worry about them when they themselve are not worrying... lol

really miss those days where everyone are very naive, lively...

everyone was so cute then..

yet nw... everyone starts to think alot more things... how to win this and that, how to get this and that... how to jio this gurl/guy.. etc etc..

everyone are getting corrupeted... hais

can't this world be more pure? really very scare,tired,sick to see ppl like that... yet i have power to change them..

if everyone can be kind, treat ppl nicely, treat everyone like friends, no enemy... no hate..

if... i noe this will not happen.. this is only one of my wishful part... but i really wish that this world can change for the better..

generation are getting bad to worse... it's not turning any better...

hais...

okay lah.. dun think of all those unhappy things..

walk with kai, fian and his friend...(paiseh i dunno the name.. hehe =xx)

quite fun lah.. tok all the way until they stop and dunno do wad?? gay part maybe?? hehe jkjk

okay lah.. i go watch tv ler.. ja minna~

xinhui~^_^V

Saturday, August 25, 2007 @ 12:32 pm
back..

tired(body)

lol

sleepy..

going

to

sleep..

ja~

good

night

minna...

^^


xinhui~

^_^V


damn that sean who shock me with OUR project today.. ROAR..

happy birthday ojisan!!

Friday, August 24, 2007 @ 3:54 am
T_T

ytd 11++ pm then reach hme

12+ then slp... T_T

so tired nw.. nw in sch doing IT after finish typing my blog go do IT..

happy belated to Pling..

...

tmrr is vina and tooty's bdae..

happy early bdae..

hais

thx daddy

hehe

bring you trouble for the pass few days..

always sms you problems... =XX

add troubles to you ler... SRY!!

hehe

but you my daddy mah..

like wad you say.. always there for me.. hehe hehe

thx otousan

... ^^

hais

everyone hving probs..

hope everyone will solve their probs, ASAP!!

hehe

okay lah..

left less then 1 period ler..

go find pic of HeySay7..

hehe

so kawaii lor..

hehe ^^

ja~


xinhui~^_^V

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 11:41 am
yoz..

today nth much lah

tio PS by sean, chun and yan..

chicken lah..

make me bring my cam for nuts...

hais

arigatou otousan

lucky ytd got you

if not i dunno how many tears i must shed ler.. haha

arigatou..

the one hu support my sky.. hehe

been bluffing myself

keep on saying

there will be no frens no frens..

but daddy, onee-chan, nic,gene, shun, teck, jocelyn, miner, veron, aipoh, kai

alot alot more..

are still my friends..

nobody have no friends..

everybody no matter wad, will hv one friend der..

so cheer up if anyone hu is reading this is sad

cheer up

who knows who will love your smile?

lol

tomodachi...

dun look down on friendship..

friendship can do ALOT ALOT of things wor..

grates onee-chan for finishing his eng O lvl oral..

ganbatte!!

jiayou ppl

one more week and holiday!!

lol

demo..

dunno if i can survive this term..

hais

thx for not pushing me...

sry for hurting you so much

i really dun wan to hurt you..

but i can't do that by say yes to you..

i hv enuff ler.. hurt enuff ler..

i dun wan to be hurt again..

really very sry


gambatte minna!!

ja~


xinhui~^_^V

Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ 10:08 am
hais

alot of things to do sia

got a prob.. but dunno how to solve..

hais...

maybe only mon-fri then update hehe

lazy to update lah.. on weekends..

unless really got something want to update lah.. hehe

hais

really dunno how to settle the thing sia

2 side all making me difficult..

hais

but that's my duty to make it right..

okay lah.. nth much... i go watch show ler..

ja minna..


xinhui~^_^V

happy birthday to my elder brother!!

Saturday, August 18, 2007 @ 10:27 am
feeling damn low now..

really wish to be in a hug now..

hais

but forget it lah..

something happen today..

hais

really dunno wad will happen

i really feel like crying.. or just close my eyes..

slept for 2 hrs ++ then wake up ler..

maybe slping early today also..

long time nv really rest my body ler...

start to hv pain everywhere..

wad a unless human i am..

hais

can't even tell ppl wad i want/feel..

hais

tired ler..

i really want ppl to care for me..

had been looking after ppl...

tired ler.. i want ppl to care..

i want love from friends...

today had oral..

think shld be okay bah...really got no feel to write ler...


xinhui~^_^V

Thursday, August 16, 2007 @ 12:37 pm
hais..

still working on my eng project... T_T

lol

onee-chan shld be working hard with me too bah.. coz i'm WORKING HARD!!

gambatte minna!!

^^

today i took 198(new bus) to sch..

got a wheelchair bound girl got up the bus...(p.s i'm quite amazed at how they use the plane..)

then i was thinking..

thx there is such kind of thing..

if not... wheelchair ppl maybe forever wun get to sit bus ler..

actually, some things that are invented are gd..

practically all

but if you think of the future,

some invention will like affect the way off ppl in the coming years..

ever imangine ppl in the future, have DAMN short hands and legs..

becoz they dun walk so often becoz, maybe by that time everything, take lift or got other transport things that DO NOT require us to move about..

dun you guys feel that generation after generation are getting shorter and shorter?

is like you go back to pri sch and see the pri 6s..

like all so short sia.

the tallest(fr wad i see in my sch) is only up till my chin lor..

i was like

WTF!

batch after batch, getting shorter and shorter..

wonder wad they eat.. hais

suddenly start missing.. dunno miss wad.. but got a missing feeling.. hehe

jia you orh!!

those hu having exams nw!!

gambatte o!!

ja~


xinhui~^_^V

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @ 10:20 am
yosh!

back from band..

today sec 1 join main band..

nv hear how it sounds like..

coz got tutor...

chicken sia..

my right arm wanna break ler

i total carry 5 st.bass today

up and down..

not continue hor..

lol

then i dunno why my arm like wan break want break..

T_T

lol lol

okay lah.

i go watch show check things ler..

ja minna~


xinhui~^_^V

Sunday, August 12, 2007 @ 12:57 pm
just watched [secret]

lol

at crunchyroll.com

not bad lah..

lol

DAMN NICE LOR...

lol lol

but i read the mag. the mag say the secret.. but i SERIOUSLY dun get wad is the secret..

i understand the story..

but i dun understand wad the mag say... lol lol

touching.. but T_T

i nv cry... lol

very touching..

the way how xiao lun wanted to be with xiao yu...

who say first love can't be a long one?

lol lol

wonder wad is the secret..

i REALLY dunno wad the mag is saying about..

lol lol

but i really enjoy the show.

the show is uploaded in crunchyroll.com

you want can watch lah.. lol lol

then nth else ler..

OMG... my eng project. HAVENT FINISH... T_T

okay lah

ja~


xinhui~^_^V

ouh and my baby was born ytd.. lol lol

her name is Miki Miki..

same as [14sai no haha] although the name is miki.. hehe

i doubled it.. lol

Friday, August 10, 2007 @ 6:50 am
great damn..

i almost puke eating popcorn and drinking pepsi and root beer at the same time.. nw feeling DAMN sick

watched rush hour 3.. not bad..

maybe watching with my bro... [secret]

actually want to watch today der.. but coz my bro say he want to watch rush hour 3 then my mum say watch rush hour 3 better...

then end up watching rush hour 3 lor..

but quite nice lah....

lol

but sian sia..

no time to watch [secret]

tue can.. but bro cannot..

wed bro can but i cannot..

unless watch with frens..

but also cannot wad.. hais...

the time i come back around the time my mum come back... scared clash tio sia..

BUT I REALLY WANT TO WATCH [secret].. T_T

hais

but no time sia...T_T

saw LK benjamin and stanly.. PS lah.. i dunno how to spell your name..

hehe

i go play with hp ler..ja~

xinhui~^_^V

still waiting for [KO family] to be upload... T_T

@ 1:11 am
OHAIYO!

^^

lol i going to watch movie later..

hais

this yr really very confusing for me..

hais..

okay lah..

i go find my show ler..

WHY ZHONG JI YI JIA HAVENT UPLOAD YET?? lol lol

T_T

waiting for it...

1 sec darling..

must take care wor.. ^^

erin dardar

lol

ytd came to ask me that qn again

...not "will you stead with me" is

"are you pregnant?"

lol lol

stupid sia..ja then


xinhui~^_^V

Thursday, August 09, 2007 @ 11:21 am
no feel to update wad i want to say.. so just a DAMN short post..

so yah

happy birthday SINGAPORE!!

dunno how old ler.. =xx

still claim to be a singaporean =xx

take care...

ja~


xinhui~^_^V

Tuesday, August 07, 2007 @ 4:07 pm
sry!!

ytd nv update.. lol lol

yah

no ffeel to update.. so nv lor.. lol lol

congrates to mus for getting 3rd!! yahoo!!

lol lol

and the t-shirt, sumama's grp.. lol lol

gambatte!

tmrr band performing..

wearing no. 2 go..

hot sia..

lol

hot yet cool... lol

death is always all around us...

love too..

every emotion too..

yet ppl can face death like normal..

in both the bk and the show that i recommend,

both gurls are very strong,

lulu noeing that she may be dying, yet she still live life to the fullest, although starting she dun accept the fact that she had the illness..

yet, ending, she bought alot of joy to friends..

miki, after the night...she was pregnant..

although her parents was like so totally object, yet she still wanted to give birth to her child.

she risked her life, just for Sora to be born, her daughter..

both of them are so strong..

and i learn one thing...

DUN ALWAYS LOOK DOWN ON WOMEN!

even a 14-16 yrs old gurl can be so strong..

not to say

bigger age der..

i always dun like gurls becoz the way they express..

but i still dun quite like gurls lah..

demo, i dun hate them

becoz i am one myself..

tmrr national day celebration..

happy early birthday singapore!!

take care.

ja~


xinhui~^_^V

Monday, August 06, 2007 @ 8:16 am
gomen gomen

nv update... hehe

at least better then someone... since july nv update ler..

I AM SAYING YOU onee-chan..

wakakaka

quite bored today lah

ouh got 2 things wad to recomend..

[zhuan tou chu wen de tian shi] a story book..

the tiltle translate is [the angel <3>

a very nice book lah..

about a gurl name lulu and her family..

her friends,

everything

practically every chapt. makes me cry... sobsob....


then [14 sai no haha]

a jap show,

about a gurl called miki..

she got preg at the age of 14.

havent watch finish all lah..

but quite nice..

also every epi. makes me cry... lol lol

ONEE-CHAN!!

i got update hor..

dun say i nv update..

YOU ALSO HOR! nth to do.. go update lah!!..

BAKA ONEE-CHAN!

lol lol ^^

ja~

take care!!


xinhui~^_^V

Friday, August 03, 2007 @ 9:26 am
yo yo

the day's OVER!! lol lol

okay lah..the SP thing.. not so bad

yah then

actually nth lah today...

hais

slpy... lol lol

ja~

take care ppl


xinhui~^_^V

Thursday, August 02, 2007 @ 10:12 am
today nafa.... sian... very bad

hais..

damn low nw..

everytime i see you and friends that is also close to me.. then you were having fun with them,

make my heart breaks..

i used to be like that with you too..

after the fight we had..

we were like

frenx that noe each other, but at the same time, like strangers..

you shld noe my weakest point is losing friends..

yet you choose to attack that point..

my heart really break you noe..

i cannot accept losing any other friends ler..

i am already drifting away fr my families ler..

love, i can say is hack care ler.. i dun wan to be hook up in that chain curse..

i am left with friends ler..

yet you choose to do that to me..

i am like left hanging around like a spirit like that..

no where to stop down

i really feel like breaking down...

if ever one day, i land in coma, i might be in coma for atleast 1 yr..

my mind, seriously need a rest..

it kinda boring when our life only revolves around 4 things.. which are,sch work. love, friends, families..

as we grow older, it still involves 4 things.. work(in the outside work),love,friends,families

just like that in sch life, the stress is LIGHTER! then the outside world life..

yet i cannot handle ler..

wad am i going to do when i grow older?

kill myself arh?

i really want to lay back and do nth...

both physical and mental...

my body tells my mind that

it is going to break down soon..

my mind tells me that both my mind and body is going to snap into half..

seriously, i wanted to let out all the tears that are trying to get out..

but everytime, it was forced to go back again..

i noe controling our emotions is like not very gd..

everyone will say M-U-S-T control..

becoz is like..

the emotions(e.g sad anger)

are not allowed in the cruel world..

we are forced to accept that..

i dun wan!

i want to let all out

yet, yet everytime,

i had to do it..

not matter how i wanted to let it out..

the world JUST dun accept that emotion..

seriously, i am really going to break down soon..

fr the starting of the year, my body had not really rest well..

soon..

let's see ppl..

i might really break down soon..

how soon, i dunno

today, STEP,

one of the gurl..(not going to say who) told mdm yap the prob(dun kpo ask hor..)

she cried saying she had a fight with her mum, she told her that she hate her..

she was crying..

and i noe that she was very sad and angry with herself saying that..

and i SORT of tell her that

if they had a prob, tell her mother..

becoz, nw this generation, if parents and children ever drift apart,

very hard to get back as one family again..

family = Father And Mother I Love You

this is wad form family..

but not for me..

i noe my parents and me are drifting apart..

to others, home is their comfortable place.. yet to me, friends is a comfortable home..

that's why i needed friends soo much

yet,

the friends that i can say all my probs are like starting to ignore me..

the one that i mention above is one lor..

i hate fighting with friends..

once, i fighted with kai..

i was like crying like wad?

then after that okay ler..

i always tried to avoid fighting with him..

sick and tired...

i wanted to go under the rain, to enjoy the warm that the nature give me..

everywhere seem not to be my home..

i can't settle down anywhere..

talkative.. is a remark that i always recieve fr teachers..

but at home, sometime i will be quiet quiet der..

everytime is like i get(sickness) then brother get, my mum will like care for them more then i get that time lor..

first time i get dengue, is like sort of just take care..

then when my bro(MJ) got dengue,

she spent $300++ ON HIM lor..

and somemore, he NEVER admit to hospital lor..

..not saying that i mind that she treat him beter then me..

or maybe i am

but is like, i am like so not important to her like that..

fr small like that ler..

sick ler..

my mental sick ler.. fr pri 6 sick till nw..

the sickness nv get well..

it GOT WORSE..

if you ever make me pour all out, i tell you i can maybe cry for 2-3 hrs can?

really very sick and tired of keeping all this emotions ler..

i really want to let ALL out..

but that will nv happen..

if i dun let my guard down...

the automatic shield that was built inside me, was build up fr small

when my mum say

dun anyhow believe other ppl..

no matter how much i believe you guys,

the shield to my heart/mental problems, will nv be let down..

i always wanted to let it down..

but i guess is becoz, that in my and other ppl mind that

i am strong,

if i ever let them see my weak side,

they will like have a negative thot of me..

i dunno.. i really dunno

i just noe that i want to let all out..

but it always end up...

i rmb got one time, i call jon( which is dunno how many mths ago)

i was crying..

actually, i wanted to tell him..

yet the only thing i can do is just cry..

cry and cry and cry..

i also dunno..

but if in sms, msn,you ask me to say, maybe can..

maybe is becoz i am not seeing the person.. i can forget how the person sees me..

but after i tell my prob(which i havent did so far to anyone..or did i?) i will like dunno how to face the person..

hais..

too long ler this post..

thx guys.. for looking through my craps...

xinhui~^_^V

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 @ 9:52 am
sian diao..

having leg cramp the whole day..

fr today morning, 3.40AM till nw... still cramp...is like cramp stop cramp stop... pain sia... T_T

tmrr how?? later tmrr cramp again... T_T

how to run shuttle run?? T_T

then is like so long sia.... T_T

fr the guy's timing to our gurls der.. .T_T

then tmrr... ARGH!!

dunno lah.. T_T

hais

i want to BAKE cookie... T_T

but coz maid cooking dinner soon... cannot use kitchen...

but maybe fri trying.. coz till 330PM only mah.... T_T

lol

seriously sister, treat that as a joke!! lol

haha

got chua tio or not?? lol lol lol

ja~


xinhui~^_^V

gampatte orh mina!! ^^

tmrr the start of a new mth!! ^^