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Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 12:20 pm
I LOVE TODAY!! haha

finally i today nv cry... muhahahaha

ps hor xiao jie.. say want to take pic... but nv take... ps lah...

you today like so angry...=x haha

when to take neoprint with joyce... actually want shun and xiao jie to take with us

but they dun wan... haha

then xiao jie blanjar(shld be hor...=x)me to take neopront.. so kind and sweet.. haha :)

then went to eat kfc

ouh yah

all of that is after sch

coz tio chase out by ms lee...

hais

to leaders: i promise your... next time, i will try my super best to get out of the sch as soon as possible...i wun make your chase me out and out.. hais

you all and me are sick AND tired of chasing me out and me keep tio chasing... haha

so yah lah.. will guai guai..i also dun wan to make everything so hard for your..

maybe wad azri say is true bah... maybe i am being playful even without me noeing.. but yah THX AZRI... for letting me realise that i am 'playful' haha

but nth liao lah..

promise your... haha

maybe becoz hui zhen nv sort of chase me today lah... then feel like very dui bu qi they all

everytime must make sure everyone go back home... last one then can go back home..

hais

okay lah dun say this liao

go back to my happy day

yah then went back to sch..

for the prize presenting shit lah

then actually took xiao jie's tie...

but then, coz very curl up.. then cannot uncurl.. so i just take the extra tie that yap brought up...

haha abit of malu today lah

haha

then nth else much lor..

haha

then after that, concert.. so fun sia... stand back stage...

then listen to band... INUYASHA AND DISCO PARTY III

but then hor... coz maybe is behind mah

then bass,tbone all playing... then cannot hear trumpet and tbone solo...=( haha

then yah help 'abit' for percussion

is like i carying percussion stand

then i saw haikal(bass) on the stair then he say "eh you dun nid to help lah"

haha

then i went to put my bag then help bass section keep stand..

haha

then later did sumthings

then went to sit outside prefect rm

then chat chat with gary kor kor and wei how

then when ms chan come out

i hurry up go.. coz she comfirm say me.. haha

then yah just went off, tok tok... then go out when jon and mad chase.. haha

then walk to bus-sto...saw wei how and gary..

then we walk back home together lor..

THANKEW kor kor and wei how

haha

for sending me all the way to my lift.. haha

thankew... so nice and sweet.. haha

then... nth much liao lah

ah chen... SMILE AND LAUGH kae??

then will like my siao siao ah chen right.. haha

really... no relationship does not mean you cannot live...

you still hv friendship.. if you tio pang seh by wei how.max,ian,min jie...

i wun... coz i wun pang seh a friend in need...unless i really got things to do..

dun jealous nicholas..

i also wun pang seh you one.. haha..

then nth else ler...jia you!! bandsmen 10 more days liao!!! gampateh

then jon arh.. you did your best ready today... very gd!! jia you...

mad too..haha

sister!! today very sweet hor... haha

xinhui~^_^V

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIAN DARDAR!! haha

Friday, March 30, 2007 @ 10:32 am
first, i must say sorry to 6 ppl

first, hui zhen...

2nd, jiame

3rd,madeline

4th, jonathan

5th, kiwi

6th,fian


sorry guys...

hais

when gene see this, he comfirm going to say me..

i cried today again

hais

sick and tired of crying and crying...

mon night time... becoz of that kuku papa

tue is becoz of kuku papa...

wed is becoz of nic...

today is becoz of home cum 2nd home..

dumb eh....

hais

madeline..i tell you that i dun want to go hme becoz my mum sometimes go back home siao siao... anyhow scold ppl..

that is abit of the reason that i dun want to go home..

then rest is..

going back to a home that those not look like home, i dun think that you would like to go back bah

actually, i must learn fr phoebe..

she's very strong...

i dun think she want me to say y bah..

then my prob, compare to her...

her prob is bigger

i noe your going to say

"since you noe that she is worse then you, but then she nv cry.. then you cry?"

tang ju zhe mi, pang guan zhe qing..

means, the ppl in the prob, does not see the prob as clean as the outsiders do...

something like that lah

do you like going back to a home that you hv to wear more mask??

i wear enuff mask for the day liao

then is like go back home ready still hv to wear more..

you think i go back home will happy??

your always wanted to noe the real reason y i dun want to go back home

i always reply as

go back home nth to do

....you dun expect me to say

becoz that home... does not sound and look like my home right?

you dun expect me to say that..

becoz.... your will ask.. y your home dun look like home..

that's y....

i noe alot of ppl are worse then me

like phoebe, akio...

alot alot....

hais..

really very sorry guys


hui zhen: sorry... for making you worse when you already tio di siao..

madeline: sorry..i nv say out the true story..

jonathan: sorry for walking away like very angry with you when you care for me..

jaime: sorry... becoz i nv really go back home..

kiwi: sorry..i shouted at you when you ask me to go back home..

fian: sorry.. to make you so worry...

nicholas:sorry...i can't promise that i will tell you y....

hais

sorry to sister too...

make you going to cry for about 4 days... sorry

NOW EVERYONE START TO GET SICK AND TIRED OF ME...

not going to say hu...hais

forget it lah

really shld just end my life lor...

@ 4:45 am
now in com lab 1( old blk)

eng class

haha

hmmm after that still need to go rehersal.. SIAN

haha just now tio catch by ms lim..=x haha

then yah everything settle ler..

haha

... 还是jonathan 了解我... =x haha

to fian dardar

haha

ytd cry becoz of some prob mah.. haha

but no worry lah... =x haha

sister.. ps hor... make you hv to cry sooner or later(coz wad happen to me will happen to him)

then yah nth liao lah

thankew jonathan!! haha

and of coz sister too

haha thx guys... for being concern... haha but i okay liao lah... haha

okay lah i go do eng liao... later tio catch again..=x haha

xinhui~^_^V
yesh! can listen to concert later... haha

tmrr is fian dardar bdae and my mum's bdae too

bought fian dardar his present liao... not a very gd one... =x haha

but hope he will like it lah... haha

Thursday, March 29, 2007 @ 12:56 pm
been crying for three days...(got break up one lah)

then is like.... very kuku lor

y can't we just be friends?

the buddy that we use to be...

...i am really sick and tired of crying every single time sumthing happen between you and me..

really..

hv not been using the word stress nowadays..

been doing wad ms chan had said..

really i took the word stress out.. i feel better

you guys are the one hu make me use it again..

...forget it... sick and tired of life... can someone just kill me??

to relieve me off this dumb stupid things that i need to settle....

section... class.... nicholas.... alot..

pls... i just need someone... that can just help me get rid of this dumbo ass stress..

hate it so much...

@ 12:32 am
enuff of being like that can or not?

i've been trying very hard to treat you the same way as i use to do

ytd is becoz of sumthing....

i've been trying to do the same thing as wad we use to do

...

i really dunno wad to tell you..

ppl need time to adjust brother

same goes for me...

so pls..

and i am not treating you cold...

is just that i dunno wad to say..

and i still care for you..

but from another angle only... so pls..


daddy

can you just be sensible for once?

stop making me and dada ah yi worry for you lah

..but lucky jonathan noe you well enuff...

lucky he noe you will not happen anything

and you lucky i ytd no time lor

if not...


dun wan to tok about daddy lah

pek chek..

later got band woo hu!! haha

then yah now doing geo homework in lap..

later also going to lap for eng... haha

my hand sort of frozen in the lap sia

haha too cold...

going liao.. bb

mr nazri coming.. =x haha

Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @ 10:40 am
hais

nw left with 18++ dollar...(notes only lah)

nvm lah

nw then i noe we are blue and red blooded...

haha

blood turns red only when touches oxygen...cool hor

that's how amzing our body is..

haha

CHUA KENG HWEE

you next time can dun like that or not?

you really make me worry lor ytd night

wad you want?

really if you continue like that, i tell you

i will really just SLAP you... RIGHT IN THE FACE...

i tell you

i've been controling myself not to do anything stupid towards you

i tell you sooner or later i buay tahan i tell you

just scold you right in the face man

i dun care you break father and daughter relastionship,

cry like siao

angry with me

hate me

i rather you wake up..

bloody lah you

treating yourself like shit arh

daddy

you dun hv relationship, you still hv friendship wad..

dada ah yi and i will be there for you

and many others..

jonathan... alot... daddy....

pls lah

eat sumthing can.... pls

really....

take care..


xinhui~^_^V

pls daddy eat sumthing

and i dun like anybody.... but i LOVE YHCB!! haha

Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @ 10:54 am
fall down today outside the bookshop the saricase to st.john

yah..becareful next time walking there..

the steps very slipery(rong spelling ps hor)

haha

today hungry day for me and twin sister... haha

some more same timing hungry sia

i 1st-4th period hunrgy

coz 5th period is recess liao then can eat

haha

believemit or not

sister also 1st-4th

then 5th not hungry liao(but that time is my recess)

haha

maybe becoz i eat ready then he not hungry haha

also dunno

hmmm FIAN dar dar's bdae reaching ler.. haha

havent buy him his present

but hv to go JE sia..

dunno if hv time or not

hais

then the...=x forget wad i want to say

nvm lah

hmmm nowadays like alot of ppl getting nicer and nicer sia

dun 'fight' with chee chee so much nowadays

but still fight with that dumb dumb ****...

haha

then wen jie also not fighting much liao

oh yah

dun forget your band cap and gloves tmrr hor guys!!

tmrr maybe will be hot.. so rmb your band cap

later if not your hair can cook egg...
haha

hais

lazy to do work sia

SHIT!

the EM...

sian sia

ps: i long time nv use sian liao hor.. dun say i always say sian sian sian

the maths

hmmm

nw shld be the time that we all work hard liao

SYF...

MYE...

speech day

oh yah

say untill speech day..

that yap yap arh

on speech day that DAY...

hv to wear the dumb dumb prefect coat.. and tie

=.= right...

coz passing the V.I.P the present mah

then i thot she mean those like only helping stuffs like carrying things like that...

how i noe hv to go on stage sia...

then i want to reject.. yap yap dun allow kuku sia

haha

then hmmm wad i want to say

hmmm

got eng havent do also

LIT!!

the asknlearn

geo also..

hais

ARGH!!!the history

the reserch..

sian sia havent do... ARGH

freak... haha

wadever tmrr they hving rehersal

maybe staying back to see... maybe no lah

sian... fri speech day

but then still hv sch.... kuku lor..( wad i heard fr dunno which teacher)

i still thot nvm cannot wear uniform.. but then atleast can wear band tee to sectional (i thot optional) but not very sure lah

to bandsmen: the sectional is wad i thot only hor... not true...your still wait for ms chan instruction.. yah

then nth else ler

take care!!

those taking O and N this yr!! must jia you!!

sister... dun slack in class liao hor

haha

shhh today i slept in nigen's class... shhhh haha

yah then nth else ler

bb


xinhui~^_^V

there are three things in this world, that everyone has the equal chance to have it

the three things are,

relationship, friendship, family ties

if you dun hv relationship, you still hv friendship

if you dun hv friendship, you still hv family ties..

so, dun worry if you dun hv relationship..

there WILL forever be a friend beside you..

forever..

friends are there for you...

friends are angel.. an angel that even they themselve dun even noe...

funny right? haha

friends will always be there... the dun vanish into thin air... they will be there...

they are like oxygen.... you dun notice their exist..but once they are gone, you cannot breathe... that's the use of friends..

they keep you living ^^.. haha okay lah bb!!

Monday, March 26, 2007 @ 8:48 am
hahaha

i'm so mean...=x

haha

learn fr azri....

...muhahahaha

shhhhhh secret between me and someone...
shhhh

i promise i will not tell anybody

sumpa...__


today is my first time day...

and historical (said by my elder bro AND that freaking kuku brother demands a fee for posting the WORD on my blog)day

everything first time sia

first time pon religon sch,

first time tio scratch by plant,

first time going to popular look at so many bks

FIRST TIME losing my water bottle in poprlar

first time riding bike fr JW to JE

first time wanting to buy a 'horror' movie

alot first time sia

haha

then nth much lah

haha

must chiong all the way nw hor bandsmen!!

15 more days liao...

jia you!!

15 more days!!

so sad..

first time wearing uniform

but then nw cannot waer liao

sad sia

haha

not going to perform at speech day concert..=( sad sia

then bassoon and obeo also not playing

...

nvm

1 wk difference fr the day they wearing.. haha

hais

kampateh!! hehe ^^

okay lah...

xinhui~^_^V

Sunday, March 25, 2007 @ 12:32 pm
haha

band just ended today.. muhahaha

today sad(not those really sad hor) and happy!!

haha

sad coz taken out of the speech day concert... sobsob ='(

haha

then also becoz ms chan dun allow us go combine....=(

i mean even for 1 hr she also dun allow... not lah

is coz she scare maybe not enuff time lah

haha

tutor is amzingly accurate for lesson today sia.. haha

then yah lah happy..

haha coz had sectional for whole day(which is i like most one)

then felix just gave us some scale to play

^^ so happy

haha

but then hv to wait untill comp. finish then can hv classical piece to play

felix say he will give us classical piece to play ^^

haha

then had fun with sect. today too

that azri...everytime walk pass me then

forget it.. haha

at last got azri's no.

but i scare he later go make me... :@ pek arh

haha

then nth much happen...

except for daddy lah

PLEASE.... you really need to eat lah

dun make me and dada ah yi force you eat can or not...

very sad to see you like this leh

you laugh in band today

you smile in band today

but is that the real laughter and smile?hais

wadever

got time then chat with you and dada ah yi... ^^

ah yi ah yi ah yi

haha

okay lah

i go watch show ready the wu zong xian one

bb!!

take care guys

xinhui~^_^V
next mth can sms lah coz this mth going to reach the limit...so..yah sry..but will try to tok as much as i can kae?
friends right? ^^

Saturday, March 24, 2007 @ 9:09 am
daddy....

i really dunno wad to do...really

...

...you make me feel like crying with you lor...

you noe,

listening to you crying... but can do nth...i really....

i really wad to do...

dun say guys scare gurls crying

i scare guys crying ALSO lor...

i really dunno wad to do...

...hais...

i really dunno lor

sry nic, to make u cry today...

...daddy

you make me very sad and angry lor...

i really dunno wad to do...hais


Thursday, March 22, 2007 @ 7:29 pm
back to normal right?

if that is real...

then i must say... A GREAT THANKEW TO YOU...


ouch...toothache...

some more is on the side the i usually chew

pain sia...

haha

then...

sry about today

make you again

sorry

but then... i promise you that we will be normal kae?

BUT THEN.... PLEASE DUN TOUCH ON THAT TOPIC..

i really cannot face you with that topic

others, i nvm

but not that..

kae??

thankew...

thankew for keeping the promise...

really...

^^

today hv parade rehersal...

nice ^^

like the band sound..(it is forever soooo nice)

=x

but..i am very scare that

one day, it will change

i dunno

i just had a bad feeling about the band changing

but

i think our ex-member wun allow that bah

hope so...

hais

this time... i think our sect. must jia you!!

coz, kai, ying feng, fiz. haikal

leaving(mid-year)

for their N and Os...

then only leaving me, phoebe, wei ming and eugene...

wonder hu will be the ASL... hmmm haha

i think this time shld be quite cool bah...=x haha

coz, sec 2 ASL.. haha

then around mid-year(junly lah)

sec 1 will be coming in liao

must set gd example..

hais

havent teach my recruit HOW to set stand...

not all the rythem she noe

then still got st. bass so many things need to learn

how to teach

hmm

i can sae..

i am not fit to be a teacher

=x haha

i really dun like teaching...

i mean like.. wadever lah

haha

then yah..

will try my best de

do well in comp.

in studies

everything

=( like speech day no concert leh

=(

then this is my first time wearing uniform lor

then no marching.. no concert...=(

haha

no matter wad..

i love you all

forever

=)

haha

then... thankew for your promise..

but give me some time, to adjust back can?

thankew!!

but promise me too, that you will be normal..

be yourself..

i dun wan to see you being abnormal becoz of me

understand?

be yourself

is wad i want to see.... =)

xinhui~^_^V

SORRY SISTER!!

ytd press your pkt of green tea

but today..i also kerna sweet drinks..

coke

haha

really sia....wad happen to you happen to me

is a matter of big or small nia

like you only little bit of green tea

i is alot of coke lor...=x haha

jia you guys!! tmrr running wor!!

2E4!! try you best tmrr try to take everything 1st kae??!!

haha..

band!!

must win the CCA run!!

haha

jia you!!

then sister..

you tmrr must jia you!!

dun happen again

i guess you noe wad i saying bah

i dun want to say out

later really happen..=x

haha chee chee..nth to say.... haha

wen jie must jia you in running..!! haha

last time 1min++... must jia you!! haha

then madeline must beat all of them !! woohuu!! haha

haha okay lah

jia you in running tmrr!! jia you jia you jia you!!

haha

@ 11:55 am
I'M SORRY...

truly very sorry...

it's my fault that i nv tell you that i can't love you

sorry..

if you hate me...

hate all you one..

i rather you hate me then to like me..

really...

i rather you hate me.. then to like me..

if it makes you feel better...

it makes me feel very sad that..

i make you feel so bad..

i am really very very very sorry...

but i really also can do nth...

sorry...

@ 11:55 am
I'M SORRY...

truly very sorry...

it's my fault that i nv tell you that i can't love you

sorry..

if you hate me...

hate all you one..

i rather you hate me then to like me..

really...

i rather you hate me.. then to like me..

if it makes you feel better...

it makes me feel very sad that..

i make you feel so bad..

i am really very very very sorry...

but i really also can do nth...

sorry...

@ 11:40 am
不要比我到墙角好吗。。。

我很害怕

我现在真得很怕你

我也不想逃避你

但你令我无路可走。。

不是恨你

但，也不是爱你

真得很抱歉

我完全想不到

本来的朋友

却变成要做我男朋友的人

我无法接受

真的完全无法

对不起。。。

我真的不想避开你

我很想跟从前一样

可以聊天

请你不要比我到墙角

好吗。。。

band是我唯一一个还能存在这个世界的原因

所以我不可以失去它。。。

Wednesday, March 21, 2007 @ 7:32 pm
我只要求你做我的守护天使

。。我真的不可以。。。

对不起

真的不可以

不知道是我看到太多离离合合

还是什么

就有一种，

一种很莫名的害怕

这可能是我身体的一个自然反应

或者是，我对爱情有恐惧

我不知道

真得不知道。。。

...really sorry

i can really do nth to it

i dunno...

i think is becoz of the fear that i had

i also dunno wad is the fear about

maybe is becoz.. you last time tell me before, we not possible one

then nw you tell me that

you...

maybe is that i cannot accept the fact...

but i really dunno

can we go back to the way we use to be?

i nv that this prob will happen you noe?

i thought you can really make me peace...

but..i think is my mind reaction or wad

i cannot accept that

really...

i am very sorry if i make you cry today

...but then...

i really cannot do that

you noe... i was like wishing that

this is all a dream

nth of it is real

...i dun want to hypnosis myself..

really...

i dun wan...

i really dunno

i...

i am really speechless

really... i am really speechless...

i noe you might really need this one chance..

but then... we cannot hv only one ppl making all the effort... and one accept it....

in a relationship

...you need to ppl to give the same effort...

to mantaine a gd relationship

this won't work out... really...

i tell you ready

it's up to you to deciede...


had fun today in band...

it's a amaze that i didn't think of that during band..

...yah yesh!! tmrr dun nid to go...^^ for rehersal

but i want go see....

haha

hmmm sports day must cheer for band.. LOUD LOUD... haha

haha 4 gurls and 4 guys...

but i not running

haha

bad at sports... haha

hmm our comp. is at 9 of april...

shld be bah

aiyah wadever

sum more is in the morning lor..

then is like got gd bands in the day lor...

6 gold band...

scare sia

scare cannot get gold

coz.. during the last recording that ms chan record, quite messy lah

hmmm training very hard for comp.

hope that we really can get gold with honour..if not atleast get a gold.. but those that are infront infront of last.. not just touch the gold..(ai yah not many ppl understand this lah =x)

then.. nth much le lah
haha

band... just love it to much

it help me take away all my probs. ^^

hjow i wish i can just live in band rm...

or maybe stay with bandsmen..

this will be the best for me lor.. haha

^^ okay lah i go watch tv liao

take care guys

xinhui~ ^_^V

i'm really very sorry about that.. sry...

@ 11:17 am
daddy...

you need to noe this..

you are not a failure...

try not to gif up...

unless... you really cannot take it..

try until you got no batt.

try until you are totally exhuasted... try...

dun let failure take over you..

dun get depress...

smile more..

只要笑一笑，没有事情过不了

rmb.. must smile...

i dun like seeing my dad sad... kae??

promise me... dun be sad... laugh and smile more

then that will be like my, nv eat emotional control medicine daddy...

kae??


sorry hor.. have to say this

i got a shock out of my life today lah

but calm down after a shower..=x

then... ermmm.. sorry to let you feel so scare

i really cannot promise you anything

that's y.. sorry..

ermm... i do my asknlearn first... kae??

take care..

one day... maybe i will say that to you.. maybe =)

xinhui~ ^_^V

Monday, March 19, 2007 @ 6:34 pm
^^ today went to conference hall...

haha then pon class... haha

went for 1st period.. then leave until just nice.. the bell ring... muahahaha

as for the guo chen..in short means wad happen lah...

i HAVE TO SAY this.. if not forget..

haha

when we come back to sch, haha me, and some percussion ppl...(most of them on lorry)

then coz the lorry reversing mah.. then we stand in row, then salute... haha

so funny sia

then those on the lorry, wen jie and daddy

haha want to take shoes throw us.. fun sia

then yah nth much lah

I NEXT TIME CANNOT SIT BESIDE HAIKAL(TUBA)

haha i laugh like siao lor today.. when going back home

arh.. and cannot sit near xiao chen and chui ling..

laugh like siao lor

i go hall, laugh until stomach pain

then come back, i laugh until my cheek pain

haha...

had fun lah

that stupid azri.. ask me go home massage...

this one i think those there then noe lah..

y? i small cannot arh.. you got prob izit?? haha

.... had fun today....^^

in the morning when going to the band rm, saw kai also.. then he say

"wa.. today so early got band arh..."

haha

yah...then nth else want to asy liao lah..

oh yah..

then today... daddy

dun so xim tia lah

a mouthpiece stuck onto babby bass..

then is like... SUPER STUCK

not like pull very hard then will come out lor

aiyah wadever....

haha

today felix FINALLY get to noe our name(st.bass)

haha

then nth lah

haha

say nth so many times but ending got things..

dumb eh?

haha

okay lah nw really nth liao

haha

oh... homework havent do sia...

haha

shhh... dun tell ms chan... haha

okay lah

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xinhui~^_^V