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Thursday, May 31, 2007 @ 7:27 am
nv update ytd... DAMN lazy... wahaha lol

let me tell you all one secret..

dun tell anybody else..

I AM ADDICTED TO MILK!!

shhhh

OMG..

nw the whole world noes that i am addicted to milk... OMG!!

haha

lol

THE MATHS CAMP FOOD SUX!!!

..lucky is maths DAY camp..

dun nid stay over night..

although sometimes i dun like E4...but then

i hv to admit that..

you all really bought me more joy then angry,sad

thankew..

happy being with you all for this two day camp.. haha lol

learn some new things..

wakaka

the maths tee

was like soooo

orange colour... der..

but not so bad lah...

the design was soo damn COOL

afri design der mah

haha lol

nth much ler lah

i go watch show ler..

take care guys..

bb

xinhui~ ^_^V

i miss sister and da sao... ^^

Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @ 10:14 am
domo arigatou gozaimashita...

^_^ family..

arigatou..

i noe wad to do ler..

those things that i worried for the pass few days,

has gone..

although it's still there..

but it is still not my age to care bout it..

i will care bout it, i will noe the ans, to the qn that i had, nw

but it will only come, at a suitable age..

在黑暗里，虽然灯，不是照向我，但。它，然我看到我该走的路。

手，虽然不是帮我的，但是。它让我感觉到温暖，感觉到，世界，不是冷酷无情的

爸爸，今天，嗓子，虽然是大了点，有那么一点点地吓到

但，大声，是因为关心，关心这个家。

不会讨厌你的。

你也只是想把我们骂醒。

能明白。

我，也会很努力，

努力的把事情做好。

我会试着把recruit教好。

tuba,我始终，做不了什么。

不过，

我会很努力，试着，把他们，变成现在的，kai & haikal

想通了，人也轻松多了。

我，比我想象中，还要快，得找回我差点遗失的路。

谢谢。

对不起

jon...

我曾经埋怨过，

说你再也不关心我了

原来

一直以来

我都错了

关心，有很多种。

你有时候，虽然对我爱理不理的。

有时候还很凶

但我知道，

大声是因为关心。

对不起

那么气你


大家，我找回欣慧了

她，会重新开始，

再接再厉，的去关心大家。^^

sorry for those hu dun understand lah.. =xx

too lazy to translate.. =xx

in short is that

i found myself again..

it will be a brand new me, caring for other ppl..

arigatou..

and...

gomen...

xinhui~ ^_^V

Monday, May 28, 2007 @ 12:20 pm
i really dun feel like caring ANYTHING...

even if it concerns sister..

sometimes, i feel really sick...

how come am i like that

sometimes

i dunno if i am EVER helpful

or am i just pure kpo..

i really dunno

is just like..

i really dunno how to put it across..

hating myself, is like

better and easier then hating other ppl

hating other ppl = hurt myself and other ppl

hating myself = hurting myself only..

...hurting myself is better then hurting other..

some might say

you hurt yourself,

you also hurt the ppl that care for you

but let me as huever is reading

will you really feel hurt for me??

touch your heart and ans..

if your heart says yes

then let me tell you a sorry

seriously..

i dunno hu is really true as a fren to me..

as in take me as a true fren..

been MAKE my mind think differently fr wad it usually was thinking

i really dunno wad hv become of me

sick of the me nw..

i only thing i can think of is to hate myself..

i really wonder

wad is the hell DAMN world make off?

dun tok to me about science nw

i will just whack off your head

wad are ppl thinking

why can't ppl let their feelings out

i feel that i am not that strong as wad ppl think i am

ppl say that i am strong..

actually i am weaker then wad you ALL thot..

i think i hv been puting up mask..

and i dunno y

i dun wan ppl to see myself as a weak person??

or that mask auto come out.

but i guess most likely is the first one bah

hais..

my mental..

is sick right nw..

i dunno wad to do..

i got no direction..

i got no helping hand

i got no light to help me make my way out of this dark dark area..

for once, i am calling, for SOS...

out loud..

for the pass few yrs,

maybe starting fr pri 6 till nw bah

hv been lending my hands to others

or maybe not..

is up to you all to think

but even if my hand was there,

ppl wun think of grabbing it

is like,

my hand was made up of sand,

once touch,gone

or maybe to you all

the hand was nv there..

not even once..

i dunno if i hv helped in any way...

i just noe that

i'm tired out..

gomen nasai...

keeping everything to myself..

i still tell ian that

this rubbish bin will nv be full..

rubbish bin might not be full

but nw,

the rubbish bin is broken..

really sick ler

i really want to cry all out

all out for once

i dun wan to cry stop cry stop

tiring eh..

forget it.. i dun wan to say anything about it ler..

gomen nasai..

@ 11:38 am
i SERIOUSLY hate myself man

i dunno wad the DAMN hell is happening to me..

get angry over small

damn hell lah

idiot lor.....

i seriously hate myself man

TOTALLY!!

can somebody tell me..

WHO THE HECK I AM??

wad kind of ppl am i??

i seriously want to noe.. how bad or maybe gd am i

i really sometimes give up on myself..

dunno WTF am i doing

or am i too extra...

seriously..

why must i hv this type of mind??

thinking so much

end up so confuse

i HATE myself..

i really hate myself

i really hate that kind of me..

i also dunno wad i hate..

i just hate myself..

everyone is like starting to get complicated like that..

i really dunno wad to do..

i lost my way...

i lost my way in the dark dark sky..

can anyone,

just let me see some light??

or even lend me a hand?/

i need help..

seriously..

sick and tired of caring ler..

maybe really like wad jon say... care about myself first then care about others..

but i dun even noe wad i need..

how shld i care about myself..

i dunno wad shld i do..

can anyone tell me wad to do??

i seriously need someone to tell me the direction, the way out of this dark dark sky...

i hate darkness.

i hate myself..

i hate the world..

i hate myself..

i hate myself..

i hate myself..

i hate myself..

i hate myself..

i hate myself..

i hate myself..

i hate myself..

i really hate myself..

sister already troubled enuff..

yet i still go add on..

i really not gd at anything

i just add on to troubles..

i really am a trouble maker..

no..

a trouble add-oner

i really hate myself..

i hate myself..

i HATE SIMXINHUI!!

Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 9:17 am
happy birthday daddy ^^

today got band..

although result not gd.. but still very happy

arigatou band...

my results

eng: C6
chi: A2
maths: B3(thx to richard tan ^^)
sci: C6
geo: C6
his: C6
lit: C5(thx to ms nithiya ^^)
D&T: A2
art: C6

total: 528.6/900
percentage: 58.7

bad.. but atleast all pass

that's wad my mum want to see..

but still dunno wad she will say lah

still looking forward for band tmrr..

^^

daddy

dun sad sad ler lah..

today you nv come band... cannot sabo you..

but cheer up lah

...this yr like happen alot of things sia..

maybe is becoz grow up ler bah...

see things more like a problem then like things..

how i wish i can be small again..

dun nid to worry about stupid things... hais..

but cheer up xin hui

tmrr still got band

still can play song..

alert alert..

selling concert tickets..

for $12 and $15... $15 is circle... which the upstair one..

$12 is below der..

pls come to me for an order if you want...

ANYBODY... hu wants.. can tag at my board or msn me.. or call me lah...94577621

arigatou.. ^^

that's all for nw... see ya guys maybe during remedial.. or wadsoever..

ja~

xinhui~^_^V

Friday, May 25, 2007 @ 4:57 am
GREAT DAMN..

i lost my bag today

but thx to jocelyn AND miner

it was found

behind the hall

sorry to those that i did not bother when i am angry

SORRY

coz i was really angry that time..

GOMEN NASAI!!

went to do CIP today

fast enuff..

to hv about 1 hr to rest.. .wakakaka

sister..

pls dun make me worry for again can??

you kuku lah you...

really lah.. dump that bk away..

that bk really is scary..

forget it

the NLB ppl came today

to let us borrow bks.

i borrowed 3 bks

all short stories der

2 chi 1 eng

hehe

okay lah..

i go watch show ler... hehe

bb

take care


xinhui~ ^_^V

Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 4:32 am
Tadaima

FINALLY back fr CAMP!!

kekeke

we got the BEST grp THANKS to our instructor: SONIA!! hehe

everytime see shima/aziz

start cheering and singing JUST to get bonus points.. haha

was fun lah

the night hike.. lol

damn dark sia

but heng got the light fr camp that side.. HENG sia...

haha.. dream bout sister last night..

scary one... eeyer

nvm lah.. wait till sister online then tell him...

dun say i nv miss you.. haha lol

i miss my sis.. but only ytd.. haha wakaka....

pass few days in the morning no da sao... got sian sian or not..

yippy yaya

can watch anime ready

the monkey there... IRRITATING lah.. haha lol

the monkey even pee on erin.. =xx when she's eating breakfast TODAY!

feel so sorry for you erin..

okay lah...

and.. sorry to some of my grp mates

today i abit moody..

maybe is the bites if not is fri..

the report bk..

my fate, lies in there...hais..

like wad nic say..

dun worry so much

the more you worry the worse it is.. hais..

sister... hving weird dreams..

maybe is becoz of him..

then i nowadays i sumtimes also hv siao siao dream... eeyer..

okay lah

take care


xinhui~^_^V

ps: to all grp 3 ppl.. i found SONIA's FRIENDSTER!! but no e-mail... =xx haha lol

Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 6:56 am
sometimes i really dunno wad to do with life..

sory jonathan for saying those IDIOTIC words to you..

gomen nasai...

i promise you that i will nv use that word again..

although i dunno if i can pass through this...

really very sorry... i really will nv use that word again...

i am really very selfish...

just becoz i want to protect myself from being hurt AGAIN,

i actually was about to decide to do that stupid things..

i CAN'T believe that i am actually thinking of that...

i am really very STUPID... very dumb... very selfish...

sorry..

if i can continue staying... hv to depend on my report bk...

i noe that failing my history paper is my fault..

is my fault for not studying hard for MYE...

sorry

i had disappointed a few ppl...

gomen nasai..

hais.. sorry jonathan.. really very sorry...

i promise NOT to MENTION that word AGAIN...

really very very very very sorry

GOMEN NASAI..

....so pray hard that i can stay..

the history paper can pass or not...

i also dunno

hais...

sorry nicholas too..

for making you sad becoz of me... gomen nasai..

hais..

this time..i really dun wish and dun want to care ler..

tired of caring about it..

so hope it will turn out the best... hais...

sorry to all.. GOMEN NASAI..

xinhui~

Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 4:43 am
i sometimes really wish that i was not in this world lor..

i really dun hv that courage to face lossing you all..

i dun want to...

i dun dare to face reality...

i admit..

i am a TOTAL loser..

and a TOTAL coward..

i hate this life..

i really want feel like ending this life...


sorry onee-chan sensei..

i noe you dun like emo..

but then...i really cannot tahan ler... sorry...

and sorry to those who care for me...

Friday, May 18, 2007 @ 8:40 am
wakakaka...

today went to little india and kampong galam.. BUT THEN...

was raining so HEAVILY that we didn't went to one of the place..(shld be bah)

then nth much

ermm was quit fun lah... but lazy to upload some of the pics i took.. hehe

ouh yah

those hu was UNDER the RAIN, go home MUST TAKE A BATH hor.. haha

if daddy was there..

he comfirm say me der...

hehe

okay lah..

hais

i fail his and sci paper 1..

hais..

history:46/100 AND DAMN IT.. I JUST FAIL BY 4 MARKS!!

sci paper 1: 19/40...AND I FAIL JUST BY 1 MARK... BAKA

the rest of the paper that i get back is chi.lit and maths

chi total:77/100

lit:60/100

maths: 68/100

so far all B

hais..

REALLY VERY sad... hais..

some ppl noe wad will happen.. hais

even cried over it..

you noe i feel stupid sometimes..

crying over things that i cannot change anymore

when i tell other ppl dun cry over spilled things..

haha

funny bah.. haha lol

haha maybe getting prepare for THAT thing to happen...

haha this is called: Be Prepare...

haha

lol okay lah i got watch show ler..

just hope i dun fail sci.. then i thx god ler..

thx ah lin, gene, xiao jie and dardar...

^^ gomen nasai Onee-chan and Dasao for ytd thing... GOMEN NASAI!! ^^

going ler

bb ^^

take care


xinhui~ ^_^V

Thursday, May 17, 2007 @ 1:13 am
hehe

finally can use back this colour ler.. wakaka

nw in sch lab.. hehe

attending the Micromedia dreamweaver workshop lah

was quite okay... hehe

tmrr going to Heritage Tour which is a TOTAL dumb thing to do

...-.=

exam over ler.. damn happy... wakaka

but tmrr still hv to go to sch... SIAN!!

haha lol

but then fun lah....

yay... later going to watch movie with ^_^ family... keke

at JP 200

but still not comfirm wad movie..

dun feel like watching Spider Man 3... SIAN

my dad bought that disc(shld be sort of pirated =xx) IS DAMN BORED SIA...

so maybe going to discuss wad to watch

wakaka

bought a puzzle ytd

AND IT'S ALMOST COMPLETED!!

keke

part of it was done by my bro.... wakaka arigatou!!

hehe ^^

then nth much lah

hehe

sian... haha

beside me nw is that KUKU eugene GOH... haha lol ^^

he even say ahem ahem.. ahahaha lol

hais... miss dardar sia.... haha

miss ^_^ family too.. hehe but later also meeting them

hmmm maybe later giving them er ren shi jie

hehe

see first lah

haha

but not bad lah

must reach hme by 6.. wakaka

so many time..

if watch Spider Man 3 shld be around 2 hrs ++ bah

so... at 230.. 2 hrs means.. 430 lah..

then still got 600-430=130

still got 1 hr 30 mins...

hmmm haha

maybe going to walk round bah

ytd got some nice shirt... that i want to buy..

T_T my mum say next time.. haha lol

and i saw a new bk...

[The 6th Target]... it seem like very intresting sia... wakakak

lol

then nth much lah... nw break 20 mins

left 9 mins ler.. haha maybe go surf internet bah

i got one DAMN LAME joke


WAR does not determin who is right-->

but it determins who is let<--


haha lol lame right.. haha

okay lah.. i go surf net liao.. lol bb!! ^^

take care

xinhui~^_^V meow~~

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 @ 4:11 am
hehe..

FINALLY EXAM OVER!!

so happy..

haha

maybe i will try one small short para with jap.. hmmm

MAYBE only.. hehe

maybe i wun bah.. hehe

haha

so call trying to learn jap. found a website 'teaching' jap.

http://learnjapanese.elanguageschool.net/

hehe

got intrested in jap. all thx to band and some jap. anime..haha

lol

then yah

nth much lah.. haha lol will try to see if i can try some jap here..

but maybe not today lah... ^^

okay lah

i go watch anime ready..

bb

take care


xinhui~ ^_^V

love the ^_^ family..

missing ya!

Sunday, May 13, 2007 @ 8:06 am
haha

NV EAT CANDY FLOSS WHEN YOU ARE GOING BACK HOME FR IMM!!

you will puke man

haha

will be worse if your brother is eating

SMELLY TOFU!!

haha lol

hais

daddy something happen to him again

I CAN COMFIRM..

but tok to him on msn he dun wan ans me..

i really dunno wad happen to him..

very worry bout him..

hais

cheer up bah papa

if you see this

pls cheer..

and eat proper meals..

i can also sense that azri like abit lonely..

hais

all hv prob..

yet i am here

almost passing my days happily

yet daddy and azri

and other ppl maybe

sad/troubled..

yet i dunno..

yet i am doing nth

hais

i really dunno wad to do..

i hope i am karin..

a vampire..

she like blood fr unhappy ppl

after 'sucking' the ppl der blood..

the ppl will become DAMN high.. very happy

if i am like that

i hope i can bite every single unhappy ppl

like that they can be happy

hais..

okay lah dun tok bout this


i tell you all one way to be happy

although it might nt work for all

but then..

you dunno

it might work!!


hmm

if you are unhappy or wad

try to imangine(this is the time to use your right brain... must use.. if not stress your left brain too much..not gd not gd...)

imangine a hse..

a hse that you wanted very much

then inside got alot of your 'families' and friends inside

if you hv a gf..

then your gf is also inside

everyday

you are with your FAV. familes.. and friends..

nth bad happen

like

everything is the best

no prob..

no $$ prob..

no relationship prob...

no friendship prob

everything is very beautiful

practically is PERFECT..

^^

then everyday

a diff. happen

but yet it is still so wonderful..

so nice...

haha

although imangination

sometimes too much also not very gd der lah.. haha

might sink into it

so try not to imangine so much lah.. haha lol

sometimes i also do that.. haha

that makes me happy!!

haha

so sometimes you see me stare into blank air..

comfirm is i sad.. then start to imangine..

haha

but sometimes no lah

just daydream daydream.. haha

ouh haha

nw hv one more

^_^U haha

^_^Y ^_^U ^_^V haha

akio alicia me!!

haha

cute hor..

haha

the ^_^ family.. haha lol lol

haha

^_^V yea!

haha

blogger nowadays got abit prob

if want to upload pics..

abit laggy

so... until blogger okay then i upload..

ms nithiya and mr richard leave ready

no more ms nithiya and mr richard..

T_T haha

okay lah

i go watch show ler

haha

try to cheer up bah whoever is sad..

^^

take care

xinhui~^_^V meow~~

Saturday, May 12, 2007 @ 2:12 am
today is finally over for me ^^

but sister still need to take exam

da sao comfirm xiang him one right.. muahaha

then nth much lah

just preparing myself for wad is going to happen after all my exams

i knew something is going to happen and i am going to cry

i hell damn comfirm bout that

not bad hor..

can forsee(correct spelling??) wad will happen after i take back all the papers for exam

mon is the last paper ler

mr tan and ms nithiya leaving today...

take some pics today

but not so gd..

i got time then upload lah

now no mood...

and i dunno y

maybe PMS bah

or maybe even da sao or sister not feeling gd now

i dunno y maybe is becoz i am sister is really twin that was sperated THOUSAND YEARS ago der

feelings/wad we doing

sometimes can feel der

then da sao and sister couples mah

so comfirm also like that..

then in short sort of conected 3 of us tgt.. muahaa

daddy..

got like very confuse...

dunno wad's going on around

some ppl around me are like very moody..

my son also..

then daddy also

grandfather(son's grandfather) and son all like that

then as a mother and daughter

i dun even noe wad to do

hais

sometimes

i feel that other ppl not happy

then i alone happy

after that i COMFIRM not happy with them der

last time i still rmb

i wanted to go swimming

then my bros dun wan go

then only i want to go

then ending 'fight' lah

my dad say he bring me go

i rejected

maybe is becoz fr small bah

i dun like doing things alone

happy all happy tgt

sad all sad tgt

play all play tgt

so maybe is becoz of that lah

i sort of sometimes can see ppl not happy

faster then other ppl(so bu yao lian)

i also dunno y i can do that

hah

maybe is a special ability??

haha joking lah

hais

maybe is becoz of papa bah

i now like cannot happy

or maybe sister nw stomach cramp

or wad..

hais

wadever is the cost of this unhappiness

cheer up bah

no matter is hu

papa,er zi,nu ers,sister.. da sao

no matter hu

just cheer up

i no is hard but then TRY...

coz..

if you try there is stil a chance

the chance might be as small as 1%

but if you dun take that chance,

the chance is equals to 0%

so try cheering up ^^

you never noe hu will be upsad becoz of YOU being upsad

take care


xinhui~^_^V meow~

Friday, May 11, 2007 @ 7:39 am
记忆。。

是我最想留住的一件东西。。

记忆也能算是一种过去。。

我很想能够抓住我最喜欢的过去。

留下来那些美好的过去。。

美好的过去

我想每个人都想要吧。


我好想让大家知道

外表坚强不一定那么的坚强

多坚强的人。。

还是有软弱的一面。。还是需要肩膀来依靠。。

为表软弱的

却一定会有人自动送上肩膀。。

为表坚强的

就有规定不可以有肩膀依靠吗？

我想要依靠时。

有谁在身旁？？



forget it lah

later sister say i emo again

haha

listen to 'SPECIAL' der twinkle twinkle little star..

haha

eugen der.. haha

so nice... i miss zhuan jiao yu dao ai..

the twinkle twinkle little is like in the zhuan jiao yu dao ai der

zhuan jiao yu dao ai really very sweet...

hais..

show is stilll a show..

fairytale is still fairytale..

life is still life

although ren sheng ru xi xi ru ren sheng

hais...

我所渴望的爱情。。

因该是不可能会发生的吧。

欣慧死心吧。



bye...

hao xiang dui...... shuo zai jian....

@ 4:44 am
lyrics for maria

Ja ji geum shi jak hae joh geum shik deu guhp gae
Oo deu ryu woh ha ji mahByul chyu jin noona peh juh tae yang ee gireul bi chuh
Oo juhl dae muhm joo ji mahMaria Ave MariaJuh heen goo reum geut gah ji nara
Maria Ave Maria
Guh chin pah doh dah win sang gwan uhp ji
Gi joh geun ee ruhk hae nae noona peh byul chuh ee suh
Oo juhl dae muhm joo ji mah
Maria Ave Maria
Juh heen goo reum geut gah ji nara
Maria Ave Maria
Guh chin pah doh dah win sang gwan uhp ji
Maria~
Muhm chuh buh reen shim jang jun jae gah
Guht jah peul soo uhp shi dwee oh wah
Maria Ave Maria
Juh heen goo reum geut gah ji nara
Maria Ave Maria
Guh chin pah doh dah win sang gwan uhp ji
Maria Ave Maria
Juh heen goo reum geut gah ji nara
Maria Ave Maria
Guh chin pah doh dah win sang gwan uhp ji

DAMN NICE MAN I TELL YOU..

200 pounds of beauty

YOUR SHLD WATCH IT!!

www.crunchyroll.com

go in that link and search for 200 pound of beauty can ler

haha

really nice show lor

DAMN nice

watch 2nd time also wun sian der..

and soooo

touching.. haha

muahahaa

just love that show

at first 200 pounds of beauty nice meh

but after watch ler

not nice..

IS DAMN NICE

haha

oaky lah

nth much nowadays

muahaha

tmrr going to happen something

not bad thing lah...

haha okay lah i go look for something else to watch ler

MUST WATCH HOR!!

haha


xinhui~ ^_^V meow~~

Thursday, May 10, 2007 @ 9:46 am

Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @ 10:58 am
alamak.. the blogger cannot change colour again.. haha

nvm lah

haha

watching this horror movie:

4 horror tales- February 29..

arh.. freak.. haha

to me is scary lah.. but dunno you guys.. haha

today is sci paper 2... got abit scared that maybe will fail..

but average shld be will pass der lah... haha ^^

tmrr is two paper.. eng paper 2 and HISTORY!!

damn that history paper.. haha

chat with sister on the phone ytd.. haha

was so fun man..muahahaha

hmmm then really must study hard for history this time ler

hv been failing my history for the pass few test..

and was so damn angry with my history... so decieded that really must study hard for history

OUH YAH

still got ms lim der notes... shhh cannot say wad type of notes.. muahaha

okay lah need to go liao.. 800 ready... take care eh!

bb


xinhui~ ^_^V meow meow~~

Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 7:53 am
你知道吗。。

我现在。。

走不出依赖。。。

我很讨厌依赖。

却，依赖给我很大的安全感

我很怕失去这个安全感。

所以，每当失去一个朋友。

你会看到我，很伤心。

因为，我失去一部分的安全。。。

这份安全，我不知道要怎么讲。。

对不起。

是我的错。。

我不因该

我不因该告诉你那些。

对不起。。。

或许，我们从开始，不因该步进彼此的友房（朋友的房子)

但是。

如果不这样，我也没有那个快乐。

这阵子。。。

噩梦，似乎又回来了。。。

sorry arh sister... emo me again.. SORRY!!! hais... everytime after i think alot.. then say out.. hurt someone... end up comfirm emo der... SORRY!!

@ 4:45 am
damn idiot man... something's rong with blogger.. can blog.. but cannot do anything else ler... like change font colour.... wadsoever lah

haha sister going to say me again.. haha coz going to use chi to type somthing.. muahaha

人，一直都会长大。。一只会在学习。。。

我奉劝人的是，

学会依靠，而不是依赖

依赖，会伤你很深很深很深。

姐今天早上有点怪怪的。

不过咧

之后也就没事了啦

呵呵呵

知道大姐电脑看不到华文。

所以，也算是一点点的故意啦=x

考试完毕后，

会买东东给姐姐。。。

当作，孝敬她的啦

hmmm 因为和大嫂不是很熟

也不知道要买什么给她

真是苦恼啊

哈哈

前几天的考试很满不错的啦

有那么一点点地信心可能不会有C哦。

这么一来啊

我可以快快乐乐的在YHCB了！^^

哈哈

他（秘密啦。不能说谁。不过，你因该知道自己是谁吧）说

他似乎好像喜欢人了哦

还蛮开心的

那也就代表，

我和他

可以恢复正常了。^^

大姐，要好好和大嫂加油哦！

ermm不过咧

你们可不要吃太多上火的东西啦

因为啊，

大姐生病就代表我也会生病。。。

记得啊

照顾好身体！

haha done... sister... can read then gd lor.. if CANNOT, then...





SO SAD!! haha muahaha

meow...

eh.. long time nv meow you ready... tmrr must meow you.. muahahah

haha nowadays, emotion quite happy lah...

so sister, if my emotions nowadays is VERY THE VERY THE happy, means you also will der.. so stay happy always..

no matter wad, da sao and me, will stand by you der... ^^

right da sao??haha

muahaha sister... i ate KFC today??

got the taste of shroom burger?? pepsi or fries?

hahah muahaha

later you come tell me you eat KFC today also.. haha then like that..

i can only say one thing...



WE ARE MEANT TO BE TWINS!!! hahaha

okay lah..

actually, i got take pics ytd... some very cool and nice der(to me only lah)

then this blogger got that dumb prob.. so cannot lah

next time kae?? haha ^^

say until like you all want to see my pics like that.. muahaha

haha

oaky lah

take care guys!!

tmrr is sci paper 2( sec 2) so jia you orh sec 2s

hmmm as for other sec, wadever your paper is lah

WORK HARD AND JIA YOU KAE??!! ^^

damn happy today dunno y.. haha maybe becoz jie der prob dun hv ler.. then daddy der also not sure okay ready or not..

but since he say okay ler.. so believe him lor..

i gd gurl der hor... =x haha

haha just nw chatting with daddy... then he call me mummy.. coz i keep on nagging him go for class..

then i got ask him this: nw is you daddy or i mummy??

then he say: you say leh?? you mummy.. haha

i was like.. haha

nvm...

haha

hmmm really wonder izit becoz of my OLD-FASHION mind.. that make me look like mummy.. haha

then still got one fren( my son's fren) AND I ONLY GOT ONE SON

haha

he call me ah ma.. muahaha

hmmm

i still love you alot kae( you shld noe who yourself arh... always complain i dun love you der)

haha

i love you more then others kae... but i'm fair... haha joking joking..

but still love you alot... dun jealous arh.. haha

i love my dar alot der...

haha

SPECIAL FAMILY, I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

xinhui~^_^V meow~~


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE LYE!! sry i didn't noe that today is your bdae!! PAISEH.. still say i'm your sis... =x haha

Saturday, May 05, 2007 @ 11:56 am
....muahahaha

hmmm, i used to be more dardar and bro sis.. haha

nw starting to recruit daughters and sons.. muahahaha.. .haha

filbert is the elderest,

follow by choc and strawbrerry,(ni gao la and siew hui)

then xinyi last one.. (the smallest one.. haha)

wonder who will be my next son/daughter.. haha

i really look like a mom sia.. haha

muahaha

okay stop about son and daughter..

haha

my bro(jj) like when mad ready... hahah

like i sometimwes used to... haha

haha STOP USING ALA LAH.. ala aladine arh..(toking to myself)

haha

okay... then nth much lah

haha

okay lah i go watch tv ler... muahahahaha

^^

take care eh... mon still got paper.. haha

take care


xinhui~^_^V moew~

Friday, May 04, 2007 @ 7:35 am
2-3 days nv update ler.. haha

lazy wad.. same like chee chee

haha ^^ so happy to noe that they okay ler..

haha

just nw sms with sister in chi.. muahaha

not bad lah his chinese..

haha

coz is simple chi..so not much prob lah

but only a few mistake in the msg.. haha

was cool lah

haha

oh yah 2E4 had change their home..

from the new block to the old block ler

take over 3T1 der class...haha

same level with hafiz, and jason class.. haha

then nth much lah

took eng paper 1 and geo paper today

not bad lah

then eng was quite okay..

the geo was quite easy..i either get 50++(over 80) if not is 40++ lah

although like that see is not so gd. but then if you times 100, the result not bad der leh...

70+ and 60+ muahaha

MUST PASS THIS YEAR DER MYE!!

cannot fail..

coz this time..nvm dun tok bout that first..

do my best then then ending is the best ler..

like for SYF... dun aim, do your best... (but at least must aim for a PASS lah)

haha

so going to do my best!!

jia you xin hui you can do it der..!! gampate! ^^

hais...

haha happier nowadays.. dunno y.. haha

maybe becoz of my secret world bah.. muahaha

i usually day-dream when i got nth to do lah

haha then maybe day-dream something happy.. so happy lor.. haha

hope the results will not make me sad or wad.. HOPE SO!!

pray..

PLZ HOR NICHOLAS TEI AND AKIO WONG..

your two der chi arh.. tmrr all same paper(like whole sch take MT) wadever

you all better pass chi exam arh... if sister dare have chi result lower then me...

muahaha i will 'torture' you till you shout JIU MING!.. muahahaha

nicholas.. you better study hard for chi lah.

pls lah altough i noe that chi is not as important as eng, BUT you are still chi ppl right....

dun be a banana...wadever

since you noe wad to do.. .-.=

sister.. i noe you trying very hard on your chi.. so jia you!!

must atleast a B4 for chi can??(hope you have also get B4 ) haha

to ppl out ther (yuhuaians) hu dun like their MT, pls... study hard... MT, mother tongue, means your own langue.. dun fail yourself.. and dun fail your MT... pls...

jia you ppl!!

tmrr der paper, MUST JIA YOU KAE! haha i going see tv ler( =p exam ler still watch tv)

but no worries lah.. i promise daddy will study, so will study der.. hahaha

but ytd i study until i slp when it is just only 9... and i start studying on 8... =x but nw i slp finish wake up ler...

so can study more ler..

daddy you also must jia you hor.. haha ^^

to everyone who are studying, JIA YOU!! ^^

LOVE YOU GUYS MORE DAY AFTER DAY!!! muacks... ^^

haha long time havent do this ler

meow~~


xinhui~ ^_^V

Tuesday, May 01, 2007 @ 10:50 am
actually dun feel like posting der..

but in toilet think think think..

ending still post... ermm this post will be in chi... so dun understand.. sad...

to someone...hu is my friend...

某人。。我知道。。你最近发生了一些事情。

使你很不开。。。不过，

不过，你也太夸张了吧？

原本的，自信满满，很有气质，带着一些些的骄傲， 尾巴全是七彩缤纷的你，

如今，到了哪里？

如今的你，失去了自信，气质，骄傲，颜色。。

你知道，这让你的好兄弟，和我（因为是朋友啦）很担心你知道吗？

他现在，会不理你，全都是因为关心你，而你，却什么都不说

他猜不透你。而你也不肯说。。。

他不知道该怎么做。。。

所以，结果就是这样。

我不想，看到，我两个那么要好的朋友，结果翻脸了。

如果你，找回了你的自信，你的气质，你的骄傲，你的七彩缤纷的颜色，

我相信，他还会是


你的兄弟。。。。

醒来吧。某人。


done..

those hu noe wad i am toking about der... SHHHHHH

those hu dunno... too bad...

okay lah..

i go chiong NIE teacher der card ler...

take care...

jia you for MYE orh!

xinhui~^_^V meow~