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BREAK TIME!
Monday, April 28, 2008 @ 7:40 pm
It's break time!! not for me but for this blog.. ahahaha... it seems like this blog never had some real break huh... always updating.. *ahahahaha.. realize i like to brag a lot* okay... anyway, today had Chinese paper, not too bad... although the timing for paper 1 was just nice for me.. happen to finish off in time.. ahahah BUT, forget to write my name.. then have to chiong to write it... *stupid right?* ahaha... tmrr a normal school day.. but have to study for chem... TT_TT fail like mad for the mole one... AND, thx for the model answer brother... (referring to Lin) lol... don't know it Teck2 did okay for his paper. Read Nic's blog... hope you did well... Lin arh... aiyo... write out of point.... Gene.. LOL.. he damn funny lah....always need go toilet before exam... *nervous arh?*

before paper 2 start, i was like.. self-high in front of Lihui.. lol... super dumb.. then after school also... like some dummy....

okay lah.... dun crap ler... going to my dinner then chem... *not like me hor.. so hardworking... lol lol... *dumbing again*

お姉ちゃん！何でもない～　安心しってくだいさい～　お姉ちゃん絶対にばか。。。じゃない。　はははは。。。がんばってね～　

けい
Xinhui~^_^V

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exam exam exam
Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 7:45 pm
would not be updating so often as i'm having exam soon... (i hate exam!!)

today is Jonathan and JiaMei's bday. happy birthday to both.

i forgot what i wanted to say actually.. >//< lol lol.. ouh ouh

had a lot of fun with aipoh, Meow Mel, Lin, Jerlin (am i right?) Lotion and PPW..

was so fun lah... Lin want to slp, poh and me sing lullaby for Lin.. then he sit up.. AHAH so fun lah.. had a lot alot of laughters today.. hope to play with them again..
just found out that Lin is VERY VERY VERY cute.. ahahah lol lol.. ouh ouh.. and Mr. Tan H.K.. very cute also... everytime he smile when he like paiseh.. so cute!! when everytime he say (aq)... (chem stuffs) SUPPER CUTE.. amazing huh.. lol

is it me only or.. there are more pretty and handsome guys and girls around me? lol lol.. okay lah.. dun crap so much.. dinner is waiting for me.. ahaha...

take care everyone~~ ^_^


Kei
Xinhui~^_^V

damn it man.. Dreams come true is SERIOUSLY trying to make me spend money man!! It's 2nd CD of HSJ.. I SERIOUSLY WOULD LOVE TO HAVE THAT MAN... but that depends on my MYE.. hope i could request it from my mum if i manage to get some grades... of course i got 2 CD to choose.. this is NewS's CD. Summer Time.. i want that too.. that would be my first NewS CD... i would buy the [Pacific] disc in JP... i forgot the shop name. but i knew i saw it in there some where... BUT! the CD that i want most, is Hey! Say! JUMP debut and first concert Ikinari! In Tokyo Dome. damn it man. that costs $60++ and i KNEW my mum won't let me have that.. UNLESS there isn't any unless... i think i could only get that after i have my own credit card i think.. BUT THAT WOULD BE YEARS LATER.. TT_TT I WANT THOSE DAMN CDs!!! WTA... i WANT TO KILL JOHNNY!!! TT_TT

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What's this man? What's going on with me? =(
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 @ 7:45 pm
hais... skipped lunch today... *that's nothing abnormal...* i think my stomach got used to that.. skipping meals now and then... i know i know.. not good for my stomach or gastric.. what to do? rushing for time just because i never study properly....

after AS, have to go for eng remedial. lucky i got do the work.. *not really lah actually* then just left a few more mins.. i chiong to look for Mr Tan H.K... for chem thing.. then end up i cannot even add any single marks.. which means, i fail my chem again... by one mark. then i actually have about 5 mins left... but, because of my maths.. i went back to study, leaving my lunch alone.. then after maths... (which end around 445pm) i study phys that's after that... (which i start around 5++) then i left school about 6++ reached home around 630. Now, 716, sitting in front of my com, typing my blog.

hais.... i can't believe that i spent 15 mins doing nothing but worrying.... even my mother tongue drop... 60++ marks... when my mum expect me to be getting As... great. I've upset my mum with very damn ass results... EM congruent & similarity.. fail by 2 marks... Chem fail by 1 marks... Chi, got B instead of A... EVEN NIC AND MJ COULD GET HIGHER THAN THIS AND I'M FUCKING HELL INSIDE THE FIRST CLASS OF MT. wtf...

read Kamichan's blog..it seems like his in his bad mood. Leaving him in his own spring depression.

[Sometimes ridiculously small things, that on a normal day you’d just shrug off, keep nagging at you for no apparent reason. Sometimes several of them just pile up into a wall that seems unsurmountable. On a normal day you’d just walk around that wall, but sometimes that wall is creating a circle around you. You can’t go back, you can’t go forward, can’t go to the left or to the right. So you end up spinning around, getting dizzy, looking for a way out that just doesn’t seem to be there unless you rediscover your ability to fly or that pouch of pixie dust that Tinkerbell once left for you but you forgot where you put it. It’s not that I don’t believe I can fly. I believe I can. But what’s the point of flying when all it helps you do is to be able to look down at all the crap that you have to get back down to anyway?]

took it from Kamichan's post. It make sense a lot to me.. is like even if you could fly out, the wall of problems would still be there.. they might even be too tall for you to fly out. You could just walk round and round and round... nobody could come in, you couldn't go out. You can only solve it so that the wall would disappear. But.. it's very tedious. you have to do it all alone... friends could only be outside, encouraging you. *that do helps sometimes*

[I can’t stand then it’s people pitying me, or even worse, trying to help me when they don’t even know what the problem is. I don’t need any help, don’t want any help. When I’m in a pissy mood I usually want to be left alone so I can deal with it because, quite frankly, the person best equipped to deal with my own misery is me. But don’t worry, I’ll be fine. Sooner or later I’ll be fine again.]

another part from Kamichan's post. People who are trying to help when they don't even know if the person who is in trouble needs/wants help. those people are call busybodys. but, when the person in trouble, requested help, even if those helpers can't help, they are still glad. Because they admitted that they need help, although problem not solved, at least people whom they asked help from listened to them. Tried to help. I believe they would be very happy and glad.

my mum's back. I have to face it. before my wall start to stack higher and higher that i can't even fly up to catch my breath.

okay.. go ahead and say that i'm emoing... let me stay in this mood... up till i know what to do.. life really sucks when you are in the inner side of the wall.. it sucks totally..

everyone are in studying mood.. *iguess?* MYE reaching. so it's very, extremely normal...

everyone take care okay? Shuyi chicken pox...get well soon... azri too..


Kei
Xinhui~^_^V

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 7:06 pm
is it just me or what? a lot of things are starting to get on my nerves...not only the bygone thingy in class blog.. a lot more.. like high pitch... i REALLY HATE PEOPLE SCREAMING WITH HIGH PITCH.. i could slap they person man... ESPECIALLY GUYS! so gay can...

as to why this blog would be about things that sort of irritates me, please say thankyuu to my maid and my bro.. today, because my bro's water is cold, so i took his bottle and drink. She saw that, then she pass me my water bottle... *which means that i have my own bottle why must i drink my bro's?* AND I GOT IRRITATED BY THAT!! i want to drink from whose bottle need you approve arh? jidan..

i asked my elder bro how to spell nerve... *because my [nevre] don't look like one.. THEN, mj was saying, xinhui, your english is fail or what? so simple spelling also dunno...

i was like wta(what the ass) lah... you got prob with my spelling is it? Compare my Eng standard and your eng standard then say lah.. he can't even write a proper speech... wta.. and HE DARE TO TELL ME THAT.. wta.. i got so damn fcuk up...

and another thing that got me so angry, IS THAT I FUCKING HELL DUNNO HOW TO DO THE AMATHS MOCK TODAY!! wta.. i LEAVE 16 QUESTION BLANK...

wta.. must study hard ler.... TT_TT tmrr got EMaths mock paper 2... fri got paper 1 because i miss it ytd.. then today AM paper 1... thur paper 2... TT_TT...

tonigaku, everyone must do their best in test nowadays... SHARK..i still have phys... ass those tests man.... okay.. i have to relax my brain before i start on those revise... for relax i mean writing fics or what... *hint jiji i think you know which fic i'm saying*

Ja, minna kusukette na.


Kei
Xinhui~^_^V

DADDY BLOGSKIN GAY!! lol lol

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Humans are made to survie
Monday, April 21, 2008 @ 7:59 pm
this tittle might not link to the post. but i've wanted to post this tittle for a long time.. ahaha.. no idea actually.. *crazy*

went to see the doct ready. doct say it's just a sprain of the liniment or something. overall i'm still alive and kicking~ going to sch tmrr...

have to catch up with the rest already.. maths must have been going at usual speed today.. so means i have to work harder, in order to make up the pass few months that i never listen to her lesson..

ohoho.. short post, have to study for test that i never take.

daddy, get more slp lah.. play mahjong for so long..

azri, get well soon... sick for so long liao..

thx rahul, peps, ced for asking why i not here...

Ja ne


Kei
Xinhui~^_^V

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sobby
Saturday, April 19, 2008 @ 9:00 pm
*sob* Xinhui had another fall and sprain her ankle TT_TT... lol..

yup, i had another fall today.. AND IT'S MY RIGHT LEG AGAIN! so damn that shoe of mine.. it sux!! ahahaha lol lol...

lol.. dunno if i'm going to see doct. tmrr.. but yah, hope my leg gets well soon... i dun wan to walk around with my left leg only.. my left leg gets tired... *neither do i want to walk around with a walking stick at home.* but seriously, it hurts.. seriously... ahahah

had our last prac for band FOR EXAM BREAK.. not last prac of band and not more yuhua concert band....THERE IS STILL YUHUA CONCERT BAND AFTER EXAM.. ahahah just in cse anyone got confuse... TT_TT last practice and yet i got hurt.. *sobby* ahaha lol lol..

hmm did i mention about buying a nother Dan Brown's book ytd? it's the [Digital Fortress]... about maths i think.. seems intresting to me... i'll try to finish the book asap, just in case my bro would fight with me over the book after he finish reading the comics borrowed from Ming... relax ming, i would treat your book like treasure lol lol

okay i dun update much... leg in pain.. TT_TT

Onee-chan, be careful. you might be the next one.. =xx *opps*


Kei
Xinhui~^_^V

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7th heaven
Friday, April 18, 2008 @ 8:49 pm

[7th heaven] is the newest James Patterson's book that i saw today in popular.. AND I CAN'T WAIT TO KILL HIM AND ALL HIS BOOKS!! ahaha.. because he's book really is nice.. i enjoyed most of his books... Dan Brown books are nice too.. except sometime you won't understand some of the more professional infomation.. like the antimatter thing... but it's nice.. very nice.. ahahaha... for no reason, my prefence over story books are normally horror, those kind of detective, abit of romance. did i mention that i bought 3 books last sunday? one of them is his, Mary Mary... hmm i'm sort of those kind that would buy those books that are in series and i love them.. or any other books the author wrote.. believe me, these two author are the best for detective story so far, to me.. ahahaha...

okay, enough of book recomendation. thx rahul, for trying to get us to talk, i appreciate it a lot... really.. i'll try.. i promise you.. i'll try.. but there's no comfirm..

i really dun understand why people want to fall in love.. what is love? what kind of feeling then is it counted as love.. what i think is that, love is just more feelings as a friend... just as simple as that....then what if when you marry a man/woman, would you still say you love her/him as a lover or family? it's very complicated.. love could be simple yet complicated.. is just how you see... but for me.. who can't even know what is the feeling of liking someone have no rights to say about love.. so yup, gonna stop here..

*peisi must be wondering* someone like me who dun know the feeling of love could write love story like that.. hahahah lol lol.. bragging again.. okay, stoping the bragging...

i bet i don't look like those who can stay in a book store for 1 hour right? lol.. why let me tell you, i could. i could stay in the CD shope for very very very long too. provided it's a big shop. i could spend the whole day in bookstores and CD shops man.. ouh, clothing too.. ahahaha.... i could spend hours in library.. and whenever i say i want to go to the library, MJ would be like no no no no no.. 'cause i could spend hours and hours in it... *i don't look like it right?* ahaha.. but the fact is i do like books... ahahaha.. *amazing right~* lol.. so that's why i want to be a writer if i could not be psychologist...i had 3 choice of path to choose for my future... pyschologist, writer or musician.. ahaha seems like impossible job for me huh.. BUT! pyschologist is sort of easier, BUT! i won't give up on the both of them.. maybe i'll be a full-time psychologist.. part-time writer and music as my hobby? wishful part of mine i think.. ahaha

okay.. i'll stop here, going back to my comic online, [Kare First Love] not bad.. nice one.. see ya guys~

Kei
Xinhui~^_^V

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bad girl
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 @ 8:00 pm
Xinhui is a bad bad girl!! not updating ytd... lol lol..

hmmm *i forgot what i want to type for ytd's post.* whatever..

to all 3e5ians *made up by XINHUI~* please go to our class blog i've posted in there.

A very very very long post. Ahahaha.. had fun playing in band today... sort of miss the combine band for playing in the Kashiwa concert... *okay.. i should not continue about that* and i believe that i would enjoy more as i move along.. *provided something *toot** yah.. by the way, ermm as usual, Yuhua Concert Band is having a concert during June, 29 (Sun).. not comfirm about the timing, but, the ticket is still the usual price, $12 for stall, $15 for circle. Another news is that, Yuhua Concert Band is also having ANOTHER concert in July, 28 (Mon) not sure of the timing.. the ticket price, too not so sure.. but it is around $15-16 if you have student pass (those people who are not a student anymore, dun try to cheat arh!! *joking joking*) then adults are $20-21. These price are not comfirm *my fault. for not jotting down the price) but yah. it's around there... okay need to go now~~

TT_TT i have no idea on how many post of Kamichan had i miss.. TT_TT and how many new info about JE artist.. TT_TT and alot of other people.. sorry.. i'll try to make up tomorrow okay??

let's chiong together my friends, FOR MYE, and UPCOMING PERFORMANCE!! (for bandsmen) but STUDIES is for everyone!! ahaa lol lol..

Kei
Xinhui~ ^_^V

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FED UP ^ 3
Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 9:40 pm
okay.. i'm just getting fed up... so please don't bother..

freako.. i just hate myself.. its hard to see yourself being so weak.. is like you can't bear to get hurt and you auto put up a barrier..

bloody bloody.... chicken backside..

bloody hell.. i'm getting all fed up.. not blogging..

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my 401th post
Friday, April 11, 2008 @ 7:53 pm
ahahaha this is my 401th post!! ahahaha....

okay.. bad girl for not updating i know.. ahaha... ytd, was gan die, (Fun chung's 15th birthday) HAPPY BELATED!! ahahahaha...

hmm i got a book to recommend.. Dan Brown's Angels and Demons... nice book... worth reading... hmm if i'm not wrong, [Angels and Demons] would come out as a movie during mid 2009. just hoping it won't be NC16.. even if it is, i just hope that i would come out only after my birthday... I WANT TO WATCH IT MAN! and next year, I'M GONNA BE 16! ahahaha... starting to grow old i think.. lol lol.. anyway, seriously, i would like to say something to nic's building...

CAN YOU(BUILDING) NOT BE SO COMPLICATED? wta(what the ass) man..i almost got lost in that kind of building lah.. TT_TT super scary.. first time felt so scary... yappari.. i can't be alone in such scary building.. TT_TT it just scares the freak out of me...i would remember your house from now on. I dun wan to get lost like this time.. if i ever leave house, i would not go to your house.. IS FREAKING MESSY LAH.. TT_TT and the lift.. TT_TT super scary.. tupid nic.. you shldn't have say that you got stuck in the lift... *i got a phobia of being trap in the lift..* not exactly phobia.. but i'm scare of being trap. no idea.. but.... it just scare the hell out of me.. for no reason i think.. lol..

okay.. had three test today.. eng, chem and Chi LS.... the LS.. if i'm not wrong, i got FULL MARKS! ahahaha... okay.. eng not so sure about it.. but i did my best recalling all the format and stuffs... chem... i must say, i throw about 10-20 marks right into the sea.. nv do those question... but i did the rest.. but i doubt i could get even a C... BUT this is the first time that i actually did my best trying to recall all the things mr Tan H.K actually taught us.. ahaha.. ouh NICHOLAS! i forget to ask him for my phys paper.. TT_TT i got too scare to even think about that paper... please pass it to me on mon nic. thankyuu... hais.. MYE coming soon.. in order to stay in band, that is the bet... hais.... have to work real hard to catch up for maths ler.. E & A... phys and chem.. hmm am listening to lessons.. can't afford to miss any now.. and trying to catch up for all my subs... XINHUI CANNOT SLACK LER... AFTER MYE MUST WORK EVEN HARDER HOR!! okay.. i won't make any promise.. because i know i would end up breaking.. dun want to BREAK anymore promises.... promise what i think that i can really do.. *is my principles i think*... and one more.. important one.. *follow your heart.* always trust my heart won't tell me the wrong things.. if i do what my heart thinks, i think i would regret it later... so yup, trying to follow my heart. ^_^V

finally saw Onee-chan today.. *ureshi =) * lol.. still as usual... but just exchange a few words then went for SL ler... *took the place as SL not here.* lol lol..manage to talk to shan shan today? *talking to onee-chan*

okay... that's all.. i have to update at the other blog..

be sure to read [Angels and Demons] if possible.. it's full of religon history and sci (mostly of phys i think) all thx to that book. i start to feel like some phys psycho =.-''' but i'm not so pro.. by psycho i mean freak out at phys... crazy man... what all about antimatter... freak man.. (you could check that out. it's true about antimatter) i'll end here.

see ya guys~~ take care and bye~~

Kei
Xinhui~^_^V

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YamaPi!!
Wednesday, April 09, 2008 @ 8:19 pm
yup, TODAY IS YAMAPI'S BIRTHDAY!! omedetou~~

today AS period quite fun lah actually... first time sort of this true to my ownself...

hmm things are starting to get very interesting for me.. for band, school or life. but not studies... it's getting sucky.. whatever.. have to work hard, in order to have more interesting thing to happen..

okay short update because have to do work and parents nagging to off com.. yah. so bye~

Kei
Xinhui~^_^V

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dun feel like blogging
Monday, April 07, 2008 @ 7:59 pm
hmm not really dun feel... but more of dunno what to blog.. ahaha

hmm just a few short updates and i'm gone~~ ahahaha... okay... ermm..

was thinking of how lucky i am that i actually good friends that are around me.. like the sleepy head today in class, Ced. The smart lame guy, Lin. The joker, Gene. The lady, Peps. The Wabbit, Li Kuang. The lame daughter of two lame parents, Xinyi. The dog, Rahul. The gay dog partner, Teck teck. 1secdarl, Gary. Dar, Fian. Onee-chan, Akio. lastly, The honorable Nic. (don't worry. I wont forget you der.)

and of course, i had some friends that i appreciate too...
Chee san, Ming Jie, Wen Jie, Lihui, Miner, Aipoh, Chun Heng, Yan Wei, Boon Hock, Erin, Desmond 'didi', Bennie and many many more..

seriously, i really appreciate that actually everyone that stands by my side... especially my good friends... thankyuu... i would also stand by those ppl's side that needs me... arigatou *bows* for putting up with the bad me..

Kei
Xinhui~^_^V

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i'm very sorry
Sunday, April 06, 2008 @ 4:14 pm
sorry to everyone... to those who read my ytd post.. REALLY VERY SORRY!!

okay.. today i went out to the sea, in a boat or ship? whatever... hmmm.. i think i'm still much much better at nature... nature never fails to give me the calm feeling.. the sea looks so beautiful okay...

i'm starting to dislike my dad... weird guy... *roar*

the sea is very beautiful when you can see some of the sun's reflection on the sea... DAMN PRETTY OKAY! ahahaha... yah.. did some thinking through during the time that i went out to sea... whatever....

Today, IS MORIMOTO RYUTARO'S 13 BIRTHDAY!! happy birthday cutie!! ahahaha... cute little guy... lol

yah... nth much.. i think i have to start do all the other sch maths ws ler.. OWE K.O 2-3 ws bah... *cries* ahahaha ahaha.. okay.. i'm getting stress up... ahaha because when i'm stress, i get high to distress... lol lol.. lamer.. all thanks to Lamer daddy lol lol... ^_^V Peace man.. ahahah ahahah... *shit*

okay.. craping too much again.. btw, the game Sims, seems to be quite fun.. hahah playing it in PSP... FUN! lol...yup, posted at three-e-five blog and there are other few more ppl who blog also... 'e5 student, be sure to check the blog often as there might be some last min instruction or whatever.. like there's one on geo if i'm not wrong.. by Meow Mel... cool right? *points to Meow Mel* ahahaha....okay.. that's all for now... see ya~

once again, sorry for that post ytd..

HSGP_KEN blog would be updated on Morimoto Ryutaro's bday~ (this is to HSGP_KEN girls only...)

Kei
Xinhui~^_^V

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FUCKING ASSHOLE
Saturday, April 05, 2008 @ 8:39 pm
i know this tittle is so fucking fucking... but this is one and for all... since you guys 'refuse' to listen to me.. then this is the only way left... to peisi and Li Kuang... mentioning your name in this post does not mean that i have any anger towards you two.. just MENTIONING...warning.. there would be a lot of vulgar appearing in this post. so please forgive me.

people who know who I am having cold war with, should know who i am refering to... and i know you are reading my blog.... almost everyday...

okay.. this war started on last week fri.. for some reason, i had a fall... i think i mention in last fri post or what... and for some FUCKING reason, i cried.. and i dunno what the hell am i crying at... i have no FREAKING idea over it....okay... and then... she came and touch my hand... AND I SERIOUSLY DUN LIKE IT! fcukyou... and then i went to the toilet and cry...and after that because that we are close, i dunno how to face you... because you actually see me in that kind of fucking state... okay... then after that i walked home, i wanted to cool myself down.. BUT I FUCKING HELL SAW YOU BEHIND ME! i dunno is you came after me or by chance saw me... and you called out to me.. THE PERSON THAT I DUN WAN TO SEE MOST AT THAT TIME IS YOU! the fucking YOU! then obviously i would walk faster to be away from you... that's the end of how this war started... then on sat.
obviously the time you were behind me, made me feel like KNS... i don't want to talk to you and rmb that fucking thing that happened to me... IT'S FUCKING EMBARRASS LAH... okay.. then actually, i tried to get over that fri thing...okay.. i shld say is okay.. i could talk to you on mon... BUT THE ASSHOLE ATTITUDE YOU GAVE ME FEEL LIKE SLAPPING YOUR FACE..... HARLO!! i'm sick! and you want me to stay! YOU GOT ASSHOLE USE YOUR BRAIN AND THINK IF I COULD MAKE IT THROUGH THE WHOLE SESSION OR NOT! ASS YOU... different people have different kind of tolerance...i cannot tahan when my body cannot take it anymore.. YOU GOT THINK OF IT OR NOT! after that MONDAY, every single action of yours PISSED me off.... freako...
okay... following, is my ugly side.. read it and hate me if you want...
okay.. i can't believe that i'm actually FUCKING jealous of you... from sec 1 i know you until now sec 3.. i knew you changed.. changed into someone that talked more and sort of more cheerful ler.. that's good.. but..... after that, you sort of got more friends.... AND THAT SERIOUSLY MADE ME JEALOUS... i knew alot of people...BUT NOT ALL OF THEM ARE MY REAL FRIEND... some of them are... but seeing you had so much fun with your own good friend, seriously made me feel like dying.. and one more thing that i' still unhappy about is.. one of the days.. i forgot when.. i tried to open up to you about my own prob.. but you just brush me off saying that your prob is bigger than mine and i should not complain anymore.. i was like.. chicken.. is it only big probs can complain and small probs like mine cannot.. WALAO.. what kind of theory is that? different people have different kinds of view towards problem... so can you just shut up and listen!? when did i not listen to your problems? list one time and i would listen to your problems next time if we ever get back as friends.... but if you cannot, then let me tell you... you might not hear me talking to you about my problems.. NEVER AGAIN!

to LK and Peps
you two keep on saying that i'm bad for ignoring her... you two chose to side her... but did you two ever listen to what i have to say to defend myself? ask yourself.. did you or did you not... dun say i nv tried saying.. i did.. ytd.. but my sentence was cut off... but LK... saying.. Xinhui, dun talk to her. she will sweat some more...this was how my sentence was cut off... i'm not saying that LK is bad by doing this.. i know you care for her. that's why i nv say anything more.. then when the bus came, i wanted to continue... but then... the face that i saw on the two of you = i won't bother what you say. no offence but yah.... but i dun mind... because, i was the one being rude to her... and later, when LK said something like. xinhui i know you not like that one.... that made me cry(but nv really cry) is like.. you know i'm not like that.. but you nv listen... i told you i know what she is afraid of.. i know.. i SERIOUSLY know... i know she's afraid of losing good friends...please, having this cold war not only she is troubled over it.. i'm also troubling over it okay... i knew i promised her that we both would get into alumni together (please do not bother about the reason first)... and i told her that we both would learn Cello and Violin together.... i nv knew this day would come where we both are having cold war.....

people are very weird.. they would choose to side whoever who seems to be the weaker one without seeing clearly does the so call strong one needs anyone to side them or not... think about it people... those who looks strong, might not be strong in the inside.. i'm sick and tired of it... who do you guys out there want me to be best friends with?too close to LK ppl would say that i like him, purposely want to make things worse for him.. too close to Ced, ppl would say i like him.. too close to ANY guys, ppl would say i like them.. like that time with Gene... walao... CAN you freaking ppl out there think about boys and girls being friends... you guys would say, you could be with girls... if you know what kind of fear i had for being friends with girls... i think you would understand me.. and... being guys, made you all think that i'm a flirt.. think all you want... i don't care... i had clear this misunderstand for no idea how many times, yet you all chose not to believe me... i dun give a damn anymore.. think all you want... to LK and Peps, if you two decide to make a distance with me, i dun mind... im used to this kind of things already... sorry to say such harsh things to you two... to the one i'm having cold war with... i dunno how long would this war continue... but... whatever it is... i can't be bothered already... i'm sick and tired of putting up with this kind of me.. it's more than i could take it.....

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Finally, mon, tue, wed
Thursday, April 03, 2008 @ 4:54 pm
AHAHAH lazy xinhui nv update for 3 days ahahaha...

mon is lazy.. tue is sick and lazy.. wed is no time... came back home only at 11pm...

okay.. let's talk about ytd before i go to thur(today =.-)

went to watch a play(is it call a play?) anyway, it's quite comical.. lol had some fun laughing...yup... rushed to bugis.. *OPPS* sry brother!! lol lol..

okay.. update done for wed.. lol lame...


okay today... they(3e5) had a SS test, AND I SKIPPED IT!! yay *lame again* i dun hv the paper that they have. so i dun nid to sit for the test~ lol lol

this funny thing happen.. i was suppose to meet mr Nazri during recess to take some SS thing.. AND! i forgot!! when Mus came to give me the paper i was like OMA! (oh my ass) lol.. SORRY MR. NAZRI!! ahahaha.. anyway, i got the paper.. but dunno when i have to take the test..

hmmm supposingly we are having a Chem test.. but mr Tan H.K seems to forget about it.. so *lucky?* anyway, had my maths test today.. I'M GONNA WHACK YOUR ASS UP AUGUSTINE! ... but.. i already know easy for them means bad for me.. ahahah lol lol.. but i manage to do some lah... lol 5 or 6 qn.. lol but doing and chating with Ms Tai.. lol it's COOL man.. Ms Tai and her friend(a teacher who used to be a Yuhua student) DAMN COOL MAN! lol.. had fun chatting with them and doing my test.. *opps* said something wrong i thing... ahahah lol lol..

tmrr is the speech day.. TT_TT my finger TT_TT ahahaha... lol lol.. ma~ nvm lah.. after tmrr and burst it... lol.. gonna see some of my classmate going up to recieve prize.. LEE CAI JING IS ONE OF THEM!! can't believe it.. lol lol.. BUT I HATE THIS YEAR SPEECH DAY! lol... whatever..

lol.. tmrr no maths.. but got sci.. TT_TT... dunno where my chi textbk B went too.. TT_TT lol.. and Fang lao shi seems to know that i had a bro in this sch.. ahaha.. sry to say to her that i'm not surprise about that.. because i can bet, mdm Yap told her that....ahahah ahahah lol lol

that dummy Wabbit... lol lol

hmm starting to read a thriller of Dan Brown. [Angles and Demons] got feedbacks that it's nice.. lol..

raining right now, 4.51 pm.. HEAVY RAIN! what the.. but it's nice.. i like rainy days.. no idea but yah.. maybe it's cold.. i like winter too.. although i didn't been through any winter.. OUH and of cause, spring! lol.. although SINGAPORE have no spring.. but is like.. i could enjoy it.. and autum.. but i won't like summer... HOT HOT HOT! lol lol.. but i like to take hot baths... lol lol.. conflicts ahaha THAT'S ME! lol lol.. whatever~ ahahaha *being lame again*

okay that's all for now~ bye~~


Kei
Xinhui~^_^V

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