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FUCKING ASSHOLE
Saturday, April 05, 2008 @ 8:39 pm
i know this tittle is so fucking fucking... but this is one and for all... since you guys 'refuse' to listen to me.. then this is the only way left... to peisi and Li Kuang... mentioning your name in this post does not mean that i have any anger towards you two.. just MENTIONING...warning.. there would be a lot of vulgar appearing in this post. so please forgive me.

people who know who I am having cold war with, should know who i am refering to... and i know you are reading my blog.... almost everyday...

okay.. this war started on last week fri.. for some reason, i had a fall... i think i mention in last fri post or what... and for some FUCKING reason, i cried.. and i dunno what the hell am i crying at... i have no FREAKING idea over it....okay... and then... she came and touch my hand... AND I SERIOUSLY DUN LIKE IT! fcukyou... and then i went to the toilet and cry...and after that because that we are close, i dunno how to face you... because you actually see me in that kind of fucking state... okay... then after that i walked home, i wanted to cool myself down.. BUT I FUCKING HELL SAW YOU BEHIND ME! i dunno is you came after me or by chance saw me... and you called out to me.. THE PERSON THAT I DUN WAN TO SEE MOST AT THAT TIME IS YOU! the fucking YOU! then obviously i would walk faster to be away from you... that's the end of how this war started... then on sat.
obviously the time you were behind me, made me feel like KNS... i don't want to talk to you and rmb that fucking thing that happened to me... IT'S FUCKING EMBARRASS LAH... okay.. then actually, i tried to get over that fri thing...okay.. i shld say is okay.. i could talk to you on mon... BUT THE ASSHOLE ATTITUDE YOU GAVE ME FEEL LIKE SLAPPING YOUR FACE..... HARLO!! i'm sick! and you want me to stay! YOU GOT ASSHOLE USE YOUR BRAIN AND THINK IF I COULD MAKE IT THROUGH THE WHOLE SESSION OR NOT! ASS YOU... different people have different kind of tolerance...i cannot tahan when my body cannot take it anymore.. YOU GOT THINK OF IT OR NOT! after that MONDAY, every single action of yours PISSED me off.... freako...
okay... following, is my ugly side.. read it and hate me if you want...
okay.. i can't believe that i'm actually FUCKING jealous of you... from sec 1 i know you until now sec 3.. i knew you changed.. changed into someone that talked more and sort of more cheerful ler.. that's good.. but..... after that, you sort of got more friends.... AND THAT SERIOUSLY MADE ME JEALOUS... i knew alot of people...BUT NOT ALL OF THEM ARE MY REAL FRIEND... some of them are... but seeing you had so much fun with your own good friend, seriously made me feel like dying.. and one more thing that i' still unhappy about is.. one of the days.. i forgot when.. i tried to open up to you about my own prob.. but you just brush me off saying that your prob is bigger than mine and i should not complain anymore.. i was like.. chicken.. is it only big probs can complain and small probs like mine cannot.. WALAO.. what kind of theory is that? different people have different kinds of view towards problem... so can you just shut up and listen!? when did i not listen to your problems? list one time and i would listen to your problems next time if we ever get back as friends.... but if you cannot, then let me tell you... you might not hear me talking to you about my problems.. NEVER AGAIN!

to LK and Peps
you two keep on saying that i'm bad for ignoring her... you two chose to side her... but did you two ever listen to what i have to say to defend myself? ask yourself.. did you or did you not... dun say i nv tried saying.. i did.. ytd.. but my sentence was cut off... but LK... saying.. Xinhui, dun talk to her. she will sweat some more...this was how my sentence was cut off... i'm not saying that LK is bad by doing this.. i know you care for her. that's why i nv say anything more.. then when the bus came, i wanted to continue... but then... the face that i saw on the two of you = i won't bother what you say. no offence but yah.... but i dun mind... because, i was the one being rude to her... and later, when LK said something like. xinhui i know you not like that one.... that made me cry(but nv really cry) is like.. you know i'm not like that.. but you nv listen... i told you i know what she is afraid of.. i know.. i SERIOUSLY know... i know she's afraid of losing good friends...please, having this cold war not only she is troubled over it.. i'm also troubling over it okay... i knew i promised her that we both would get into alumni together (please do not bother about the reason first)... and i told her that we both would learn Cello and Violin together.... i nv knew this day would come where we both are having cold war.....

people are very weird.. they would choose to side whoever who seems to be the weaker one without seeing clearly does the so call strong one needs anyone to side them or not... think about it people... those who looks strong, might not be strong in the inside.. i'm sick and tired of it... who do you guys out there want me to be best friends with?too close to LK ppl would say that i like him, purposely want to make things worse for him.. too close to Ced, ppl would say i like him.. too close to ANY guys, ppl would say i like them.. like that time with Gene... walao... CAN you freaking ppl out there think about boys and girls being friends... you guys would say, you could be with girls... if you know what kind of fear i had for being friends with girls... i think you would understand me.. and... being guys, made you all think that i'm a flirt.. think all you want... i don't care... i had clear this misunderstand for no idea how many times, yet you all chose not to believe me... i dun give a damn anymore.. think all you want... to LK and Peps, if you two decide to make a distance with me, i dun mind... im used to this kind of things already... sorry to say such harsh things to you two... to the one i'm having cold war with... i dunno how long would this war continue... but... whatever it is... i can't be bothered already... i'm sick and tired of putting up with this kind of me.. it's more than i could take it.....

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