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本当が解らない
Sunday, November 25, 2007 @ 10:20 pm
confuse confuse confuse!

totally confuse... i dunno what to do...

do this cannot..

that also cannot..

then what?

hais...

realise.. how helpless am I, to this world...

i cannot do anything to change the things i want..

am feeling so hopeless right now.. totally hopeless... i have not idea what to do... and how to do..

am just escaping everytime i can... i hvae no idea what to do..

i have no courage.. I HAVE NOTHING!!

friends... who really understand me? (not refering to you gurls... you gurls dunno me real life)

onee-chan? he knows me. but does he really know me inside?

daddy? hah.. you dun even need to say him... he don't even know really know me.

still got who? jon? kai? who else? anyone dare to come out and say that you know me inside out??

i dun even know it myself...

i never let anyone know(my fault also)

but how do you expect me to let this out!!

i really dun understand... dun understand FOR WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING IN THIS WORLD?...

i totally dun understand.. what am i doing..

what am i caring all this for?

i can just dump it one side and dun bother.. just leave it to die.. what am i doing?? have not idea...

am starting to get worse..

am starting to think more and more... WHICH I REALLY HATE!!!


happy birthday jason...happy belated to my father.

upcoming birthday are xiao gui and chinen yuri.

december.. yaotome hikaru...and wan kee...

okay... really have no more feel to write.. am getting more and more confuse.... wonder what the hell is happening to me..


Kei

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