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Monday, May 28, 2007 @ 12:20 pm
i really dun feel like caring ANYTHING...

even if it concerns sister..

sometimes, i feel really sick...

how come am i like that

sometimes

i dunno if i am EVER helpful

or am i just pure kpo..

i really dunno

is just like..

i really dunno how to put it across..

hating myself, is like

better and easier then hating other ppl

hating other ppl = hurt myself and other ppl

hating myself = hurting myself only..

...hurting myself is better then hurting other..

some might say

you hurt yourself,

you also hurt the ppl that care for you

but let me as huever is reading

will you really feel hurt for me??

touch your heart and ans..

if your heart says yes

then let me tell you a sorry

seriously..

i dunno hu is really true as a fren to me..

as in take me as a true fren..

been MAKE my mind think differently fr wad it usually was thinking

i really dunno wad hv become of me

sick of the me nw..

i only thing i can think of is to hate myself..

i really wonder

wad is the hell DAMN world make off?

dun tok to me about science nw

i will just whack off your head

wad are ppl thinking

why can't ppl let their feelings out

i feel that i am not that strong as wad ppl think i am

ppl say that i am strong..

actually i am weaker then wad you ALL thot..

i think i hv been puting up mask..

and i dunno y

i dun wan ppl to see myself as a weak person??

or that mask auto come out.

but i guess most likely is the first one bah

hais..

my mental..

is sick right nw..

i dunno wad to do..

i got no direction..

i got no helping hand

i got no light to help me make my way out of this dark dark area..

for once, i am calling, for SOS...

out loud..

for the pass few yrs,

maybe starting fr pri 6 till nw bah

hv been lending my hands to others

or maybe not..

is up to you all to think

but even if my hand was there,

ppl wun think of grabbing it

is like,

my hand was made up of sand,

once touch,gone

or maybe to you all

the hand was nv there..

not even once..

i dunno if i hv helped in any way...

i just noe that

i'm tired out..

gomen nasai...

keeping everything to myself..

i still tell ian that

this rubbish bin will nv be full..

rubbish bin might not be full

but nw,

the rubbish bin is broken..

really sick ler

i really want to cry all out

all out for once

i dun wan to cry stop cry stop

tiring eh..

forget it.. i dun wan to say anything about it ler..

gomen nasai..