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Thursday, March 08, 2007 @ 10:05 am
great...first time that i feel that dying is the only best way out nw...

=(

i fail my sci test... BADLY..

then is like..i dunno how to tell my mother...

is like i got the band form.... and... the sci letter for parents...

is like is like...

i really dunno wad to do.. can i just die off??

better...

dun need to bother how to tell my mother... my father.... how to tell ms chan... how to tell my frens...

how to tell bennie... how to tell sean.. how to tell jonathan.. how to tell.. how to tell everybody

i realy hate life... then is like... then is like..

i am always crying about band... everything..

my life CANNOT leave band...

i noe relying too much on one thing is no gd..

but then if your family cannot let you rely on..

you will auto rely on frenx..

then is like... is like everything leaving my lor

then is like... band is my next family..

is the next thing that i can rely on..

then is like nw i hv to leave my family..

you think i can do it??

i finally stop crying for few days ready..

i pass the test to stop crying everyday..

at least pass the day without crying..

I DID THAT.. I REALLY DID THAT..

but..

nw.. everytime like that

when i finally get over it, something hapen again,

to make me go back to step 1 again..

is like 3 problems KO..

then left 2..

then 2 is like multiply by 2 like that... become bigger and bigger...

i really need to rest..

i really want to rest..

i really wish to rest..

...but can i?

the class does n0t listen

my result getting worse..

my fren more and more leaving..

WAD YOU WANT ME TO DO??

CAN I JUST DIE OFF??

BETTER FOR ME..

DUN NEED TO BOTHER BOUT THOSE SHIT..

i promise dardar to take of the stress word fr my dict.

and sister..

to all those hu care bout me

i really want... I REALLY WISH..

to think positive.

but then..

...

i need a shoulder...

a shoulder...that i can rely on..

but..

whenever i think of their problems..

i was like nvm lah..

i live in a dark corner for 3 yrs, 3 mths and 7 days ready...

i feel that living in this world for 14 yrs..

is living SHIT..

sry sister..

i promise you to cheer up..

but then..

cannot

whenever i thought of i hv to leave band..

i will be like...

....sorry...

i thinl i better go bath first..

the due date for the two paper is fri...

i still got thur...

pls..

let me noe wad to do... pls...i really dun wish to cry anymore

do your noe that..

i've crying for almost 2 mths... fr the start of this YEAR...

worry maths cannot do...

worry sci will fail

worry art cannot pass...

worry chi get B... get scolded

worry geo cannot pass

worry this worry that

I DUN WANT TO WORRY ANYMORE

but wad can i do?

hais