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Tuesday, February 27, 2007 @ 11:21 am
为什么一定要我选一个？

我已经失去了jonthan(我认为）

我不想再失去你。。

小杰。。。

你可以。。。

不要抛弃我吗？

jon已经抛弃我了。。。

我不想你也抛弃我。。。

我真得不要。。。。。

一直不知道。。

我以前狂被抛弃

我不想再进入那

又黑，又深的洞了

我不要！！

你听到吗？！

我说我不要

我不要。。不要再进入那无情的洞。

我只有少数。。。在关心我

jonathan和我冷战

你要我在之中选一个

我不想选

因为我知道。。。

不管我怎么选。。。

一定会有人受伤。。。

好想好想那死亡笔记是真的

我让我plan好我的死。。。

你知道吗

我看到别人受到关心。。。

很嫉妒很羡慕

i dun wanna say anymore... if continue like that..i am going to toture myself more...

my eyes... are sore enough..

my feelings are down enough...

i dun wanna go any deeper...

dun wan...

found a very touching story...in sister's friendster...


julia is a 13 year old girl who had heart problem she had difficulties having a bf cause she wasnt pretty enough and moreover,she is sick..she was the only child dat her parents hav..she started moving frm yishun to punggolthen to tampines..as she move house,she changed skool too..moved to this strange skool name one tree high sch..
she was scared as ppl over dere might make fun of her but she was use to it so she juz have to bear with it..the next day arrive and she went toskool she was late and so she was rushing..denshe bump to this guy..*BUMP*her books and his books fell and they started apologising to each other,he insists to sayin sorry to her...he was a popular guy in skool,the most handsome and talented soccer player,his name was mike, and he went to class coincedently..
they both were in the same class,sodey chatted along the way to class,dey both were scolded as they were very late..after everything the teacher introduce..the new student.."class,this is julia our new classmate...let's giveher the warmest welcome!"......every1 started to whisper toeach oder as she was some1 wif heartproblems...but mike didnt...?? AFTER 2MONTHS mike n julia becomecloser..eventually,theybecame bf/gf...denevery1 started making fun of mike,especially histeam mates at football andeven his best frens...asking him why did hebecome julia's bf,as julia issick and said that it was really stupid ofhim...but mikejuz said,"i just love her..she mean alot tome...when feelings comes,nth elsematters..."julia meanwhile was lookingfrm far,she look sad..mikeden saw julia running out frm the main gate,hestarted chasing after her..after afew min of chasing..he caught up with her..she was crying and so he asked why..shesaid dat she did not want to becomea burden to him and dont want to spoil hisreputation and bein made fun of by his
be4 she could finished hersentence..he stop her and kiss hercheek sayin i love u and HE MEANT IT..eventually,she stopped crying..andmike said"we will neer be separated...nth cancome between us!"5 months time------------------------------------------julia found that she was feeling terribleby her heart problem..mike senther for check up often,so dat she can get wellASAP and they can get ontheir date smoothly,but never will he noethat her illness is gettin moreand more serious as days went on...oneday,mike received a call frmjulia's mother........"julia is in a bad condition now,it may befatal..come here quickly..."so mike took a cab and went to thehospital...the doctor told mikedat julia had only a 30% chance of surviving...hewas devastated..he den ask thedoctor if he could do anything to helpher?and so de doctor replied to him..........andthey went on havin a operation...
6 hours later--------------"julia,julia..are u feeling ok?"said hermom...julia started opening her eyes.."yeah im alright,feeling much betteralready...mom,where's mike?ishe here in the hospital?i miss him so much!""u must be prepared to hear this.........hedonated his heart to u juz tosave u,and it caused his life...he hadpassed away..."julia was shocked..she cried non-stop,feeling bad and guilty every day...mike truly love her,and jus wanted tosave her,but it had cause him to leavethe world so soon...Now and forever... his heart will behers'and they can never be separate...

touching right???

my eyes..hope that i can go deaf,blind and mute..

like that.. i dun nid to hear anything,see anything..and tok nth..

hope that really can happen...hais =(

exhuasted... all minds are taken away...

all

tired..both mind and body...