Hi!! after seeing nic's blog, i knew i am going to lose another fren... i had been losing more and more of them....haix cannot take it... everything is giving me big probs... cannot even take a breath... can anybody just let me take a break??? i am going to blow up!!! haix..monday dun have ban... but i got fliming to do the IT project... sian.... everybody is showing me how they hate me and how much... haha i guess nobdy see this blog,... i dunno if i want to let them see this blog... maybe it is not a gd idea to let them see this... my bro is also very kpo... seeing everything i type... thx i off the screen and type... hehe he cannot see anything...haha i wonder if i will have a true fren in this sch and live... haha going to hv cross country on 'cher's day.. haix i dun wish to move anymore... i want to stay like this, li dun want this to go on and on... am i really that irrtating that everybody hate me?? am i really causing everybody to have trouble becoz of me??i have a feeling that *****is going to hate me also.... i got that feeling.... she is going to leave me also... i am going to be lonely... NO i still got the bandsmen for a hile... they will soon go like my frens... however, i still got them for at least to take over my frens in 1E4 and that's it... i am going to leave them alone as what they do to me and i go to my frenx in band and 1E8 my 'gang' chen hui and Ian only bah i guess... haha anyway... got to go now... hope my frenx will stay like that...